My attempt at sharing my experiences...

[venusv2006]

Great! Keep it up.

[noobgunZ]

Nice. I certainly hope u and nic don't screw up

[art0fevil]

What a sexicted story of urs. camping in for more.

Unlike my plain and bored sexicted life. Hah.

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Apparently, I was so tired that by the time I eventually awoke, it was already night. Given a choice, I probably would not have wanted to wake up. But my mp3 player was out of juice, and my stomach had begun to digest itself.

I slowly sat up and stretched, my back aching a little from sleeping on the floor. As my eyes adjusted to the dark, I caught sight of a figure on my bed. I thought I had locked the door. I turned on the light.

Shirley was asleep on my bed, hugging my bolster. Her t-shirt had hiked itself up somehow, revealing the side of her body, and a little underboob. She was not wearing a bra.

I wondered if I should wake her. I was also surprised that she was not cold as the air conditioning was on and aimed directly at the bed. I covered her gently with my blanket, grabbed my towel, and headed to the bathroom.

After my shower, I rummaged through the kitchen cabinets and fridge to see if there was anything to eat. There was none. I headed back to my room and shook Shirley gently.

Me: Hey. Do you want dinner?

She awoke, and stretched like a cat.

S: And suddenly you're talking to me again?

I ignored her.

Me: Why are you in my room.

S: This is my house.

Me: I know.

S: I can throw you out anytime.

Me: I know that too.

S: So why can't I be in your room?

Me: Never mind.

S: You didn't come out so I thought you died. Then I saw you sleeping on the floor. I sat on the bed to watch you. Guess I fell asleep as well...

Me: Right. So what do you want to eat?

S: Anything.

Me: Ok. I'll go to the hawker centre.

I got dressed and headed to the hawker centre. I walked around for a while trying to decide what I wanted to eat but I realised that I was bored of the food there.

In the end, I bought a packet of Hokkien mee and a packet of Char Kway Teow and headed home.

Shirley was already sitting on the sofa watching TV when I got back. She decided to take the Hokkien Mee. I went to the kitchen to see what there was to drink.

Me: What do you want to drink?

S: Water.

Me: Ok.

I poured her a glass of iced water and grabbed two beers for myself.

S: Why are you drinking?

Me: Stressed.

S: Give me one too.

Me: You sure it's ok for you to drink?

S: Why not?

She grabbed a can, opened it, and took a swig.

Me: Never mind.

S: So what's been troubling you?

Me: Nothing.

S: Then why are you stressed?

Me: Just stressed.

S: It's the girl you went to Batam with.

Me: Maybe.

S: You like her?

Me: Erm.

S: Look. I know we haven't really been on the best of terms, but you've been here for me when I needed you. Let me do the same?

I wondered if I should tell her everything.

Me: It's complicated.

S: We've got all night.

Me: I knew her even before we got together.

S: I guess just as much.

Me: I had a very bad breakup and we somehow ended up drunk.

S: How old were you?

Me: You were still in Lower Secondary.

S: I'm not the focus here.

Me: We got drunk, things happened.

S: Then?

Me: I quit school after that.

S: Because things happened?

Me: Other factors contributed to that.

S: Then?

Me: I went to her house on her birthday to pass her a gift.

S: Lemme guess. More things happened?

Me: She has a twin sister.

S: So you slept with the wrong one unknowingly?

Me: What makes you think I slept with her?

S: You said things happened. So I assumed...

Me: I slept with both of them.

S: Wow. Speechless. Then what happened?

Me: I regretted it. Disappeared from their lives. Until recently, when I bought my computer. Bumped into her sister.

S: And you started sleeping with both of them again?

Me: It didn't happen instantly. We met up for coffee to catch up on old times.

S: Then everything changed when you went to Batam?

Me: She's a very different person now. It's scary.

S: Did you enjoy yourself?

Me: I'd rather not answer that question.

S: It's not just about the sex. I know you've been very stressed these few months. Because of me, work, and other things.

Me: The trip was a nice getaway.

S: You see. We still can talk. Confide in each other.

Me: I don't want to give you the wrong impression.

S: About what? You already said things are different between us. It's not something I like, but I've to accept it. I made my fair share of mistakes.

Me: My feelings for you are different now.

S: Mine are still the same.

Me: That's what I'm worried about.

S: But I don't own you. You have your own life to lead. Being part of mine as my brother is enough for me.

Me: I'm glad you feel that way. I've caused you enough hurt. Starting over may not be the best thing for us.

As I said that, my thoughts immediately filtered to Nicole. This was what I probably should have said to her instead of forcing her to accept me.

S: At least we are on talking terms again.

Me: Yeah.

She moved closer to me and hugged me. I hugged her back.

S: Kor, thanks for coming back.

[HornyVirginBoy]

Great and well-written story ts. Sensually and emotionally... Do take care...

[PRCRammer]

Good write up bro EnigmaofSorrow, pls continue support this thread

[evilair]

Bro EnigmaofSorrow, your story is solid. Always heartwarming and sexually super charged when opportunity arises. I still dun quite believe the part that you quit JC for poly as your Ang Mo seems to have an American slang to me. You sound more like the oversea SAF scholar instead. Nevertheless, my opinion on your education is irrelevant. Pls continue with your story.

- Your faith reader

[f0otprint]

enigma, have you ever thought of moving into your own place? after shirley gets well of course.

[blade]

Great update as usual. Waiting for the next one.

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by evilair

Bro EnigmaofSorrow, your story is solid. Always heartwarming and sexually super charged when opportunity arises. I still dun quite believe the part that you quit JC for poly as your Ang Mo seems to have an American slang to me. You sound more like the oversea SAF scholar instead. Nevertheless, my opinion on your education is irrelevant. Pls continue with your story.

- Your faith reader

Bro, SAF Overseas scholars probably wont be in this forum. And probably wont have the time to write all this. I was educated in a predominantly English-speaking sec sch, so my eng is better than my mandarin. I did quit JC, but maybe if I didn't, I might be a SAF Scholar now. Haha...

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by f0otprint

enigma, have you ever thought of moving into your own place? after shirley gets well of course.

My bunk in camp is my second home. I don't really want to move back in with my parents. Shirley's place is "rent-free", I just pay utilities and Internet bills etc. And anyway our relationship is getting much better now, so staying with her is not as awkward as it was after she lost the baby...

I could rent my own place, but if I did so, I'd rather just stay in camp, free food, free lodging, no need to pay utilities, got my men to talk cock with, play PS3 etc.

[Spud_Boy]

Originally Posted by EnigmaofSorrow

My bunk in camp is my second home. I don't really want to move back in with my parents. Shirley's place is "rent-free", I just pay utilities and Internet bills etc. And anyway our relationship is getting much better now, so staying with her is not as awkward as it was after she lost the baby...

I could rent my own place, but if I did so, I'd rather just stay in camp, free food, free lodging, no need to pay utilities, got my men to talk cock with, play PS3 etc.

bro, u begin to sound happier in your recent posts... which is gd as things seem to be moving in the right direction now...

hope u will continue to update as & when u can... though updates from u are great, i do hope that u will spend the time getting your life on track..

[TieGuanYinCha]

When there is sorrow, happiness isn't far away. Don't give up bro

[HornySatyr]

Bro Enigma,

I silently followed your story from the start, and what an emotional rollercoaster it has been. Hope that everything will fall into place from now onwards.

All the best!

[EnigmaofSorrow]

National Day came and went, Shirley and I managed to catch some fireworks from her window.

I returned to work on Friday to see Alex stoning at his desk.

A: Bro, I don't feel like working.

Me: You're already here.

A: Fuck la, everyone took off or leave or MC, the whole company only you and me and CSM.

Speak of the devil.

Our CSM entered the store.

CSM: Good good. Very neat. LAB coming right?

A: Yes Encik.

CSM: Eh Enigma, your PES status how? Can upgrade or not? Or you really want to be storeman?

Me: Still on follow-up. Next review in October.

CSM: You diao how long liao?

Me: 2 years.

CSM: Fuck la. Go change vocation. You want to end up like me issit?

Me: Huh?

Apparently my CSM was downgraded for almost 3 years previously, and he got stuck. According to him, he probably would not make RSM before retirement.

CSM: We all need a plan la. You got study or not?

Me: Stop halfway.

CSM: Chee bye. You stupid or what. Can study just study. Don't be like me, now doing O level, don't know if can do diploma.

Me: Encik, a lot of things happened.

CSM: Now settle liao right? Continue studying la. Get a degree, leave the force. It's very hard for downgrade to progress.

A: Or, become a supply supervisor.

Me: I'll think about it. I still want to go SOF.

CSM: It's good to dream. But be realistic. If I keep dreaming, I'm the Chief of Army liao.

We all laughed.

CSM: Anyway, if today got nothing, go home. I give you two off.

A: Thanks Encik!

He left.

A: How? Wanna go or not?

Me: Go where?

A: Home la. Or where you want to go?

Me: I don't know.

A: Eh you like spa or not?

Me: Not really.

A: Got this spa in Punggol, Keng recommend one. He say quite cheap.

Me: Don't want la.

A: Clean one la.

Me: I don't like massages.

A: Orh. Ok lor. Then you wanna do what?

Me: Go home play Diablo?

A: Bo liao. Or you want dirty massage? I recommend you.

Me: KNN. Don't want.

A: Oh ya. I forgot you got so many girls to fuck.

Me: CCB.

A: Eh drop me outside camp leh.

Me: Ok.

When we left it was barely eleven. I dropped Alex at the bus stop and drove around aimlessly for awhile, before heading home.

Shirley was surprised that I was back so early. She had just taken a shower and was watching television in the living room clad in only a towel.

S: Why didn't you tell me you'd be back?

Me: I didn't know I'd be back.

S: I see.

She adjusted the towel.

Me: Could you get dressed?

S: You're uncomfortable?

Me: A little.

S: That's weird.

Me: It's really different between us now...

S: Fine.

She stood up and dropped the towel.

Me: Damn...

She sauntered to her room in the buff, towel in hand. My cock was definitely stirring.

Her figure had gone back to the pre-pregnancy days, nicely toned with a little fat in the right places. One thing that did not disappear were her breasts. They were almost the same size as when she was pregnant, at least a full cup size larger than when she was not.

Sometimes I really hated my life, but loved it at the same time.

I quickly retreated to my room, shut the door and turned on my computer, loaded Diablo and slapped on my headphones. Soon, I was running around Caldeaum on Inferno difficulty.

I did not realise that Shirley had entered my room and was standing behind me. Just as I had slaughtered the witch Maghda, Shirley hugged me from behind. I felt her huge boobs pressing against the back of my head.

Me: What are you doing?

S: You look like you needed a hug.

Me: Erm.

She pulled the chair I was on. Luckily for her it was wheeled, otherwise, it probably would not have moved.

She climbed onto my lap. She was only wearing a t-shirt, which hiked up. I regretted being dressed in only my boxers and a singlet. She hugged me and lay her head on my shoulder. My cock popped out of the slit in the front of my boxers.

I tried to wheel myself back to the computer but she would not let me.

Me: Are you horny or something?

S: A little.

Me: I'm not really willing right now.

She tried to kiss me but I turned my face away.

Me: Shirley. Stop it.

S: Kor, I still like you alot.

Me: I'm not good for you.

S: Your body still responds to me.

Me: It's a natural reaction.

She grabbed my hard cock and rubbed it on her clit.

Me: Shirley!

I tried to stand up but she held on to me like a leech.

She started kissing my neck.

I got up from the chair and walked towards the bed. She bit my shoulder.

Me: Fuck. Stop it please.

I contemplated body slamming her onto the bed, but quickly banished the thought from my mind as I did not want to hurt her.

S: Kor, remember when you moved back in? You said if anything happens then it happens?

Me: Did I say that?

S: You slept with Diane.

Me: She raped me.

S: Then I'll rape you too.

Me: That's not funny.

S: Please? I miss being intimate with you.

Me: That's a very bad excuse.

S: You're hard anyway.

I knelt at the side of the bed and stayed there until she let me go.

Me: You sure you want to do this?

S: Yes.

Me: I don't have that kind of feelings for you anymore.

S: Doesn't matter.

Me: It's not fair to you.

S: How is it you can sleep with that girl even though she doesn't like you anymore and yet here I am, still having feelings for you, and all I'm asking is to be intimate again, I'm not asking for your heart and soul, but you don't even want to touch me?

Me: I can't answer that.

S: So what if I was carrying someone elses baby? Is it such a big deal? I made a mistake. Now I want to move on with my life. You can help me move on, and you aren't willing to.

Me: How does fucking you help you move on?

For a minute, she was silent, probably realising that I was right. Then she spoke.

S: I don't care if it's right or wrong. I like you, and I want you. And you'd be stupid not to take this chance.

Me: Then I'm stupid.

She started crying.

Me: Look. I don't want to sleep around when I don't have feelings for the person.

She grabbed my hand.

S: Look me in the eye and tell me you don't have feelings for me anymore.

Me: My feelings for you are different. You're more like a sister to me.

S: A sister whose virginity you happily took while continuing to sleep around with other girls.

Me: That's not fair.

S: A sister who gave you a house to stay in, offers herself to you, still likes you even though you treat her like shit.

I remained silent.

S: I don't care about how you treated me before. I just want to be together with you.

She somehow mustered the strength to pull me onto the bed, get on top of me and started kissing me again.

Maybe I felt as though I owed her a debt, but this time, I kissed her back, and soon enough, my hands started automatically caressing her body.