Guilty | Amorous | Lust

[Michael12Rock]

The door chimes clanged softly as I opened the glass door and walked out onto the street. There was a satisfying ache in my balls, after emptying them completely just moments ago. At the same time, I was hit by a pang of strange feelings that I was not accustomed to. It was a mixed feeling of immense sexually gratification and an inexplicable sense of emptiness and guilt swirling in my chest.

I shook off the irritating feeling and allowed myself to indulge in the memory of what just took place in the past hour or so.

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I had an urge that day - an incredibly strong one in fact. I was practically walking around office with a tingling sensation in my balls and a virtually constant hard-on the whole morning. No "proper" sexual relief for more than a month plus a late night surfing porn landed myself in this awkward state. So when I passed by this "spa" near my office on my way to lunch, the temptation was too much to bear.

The joint was located in an inconspicuous corner, at the end of a row of refurbished shophouses. I've passed by this place several times previously, but never had the notion of visiting it, nor any other HCs. This day, I was somehow guided by instinct to step through the glass door, not really knowing what to expect.

A sweet-looking lady, who looked to be in her twenties, greeted me, "帅哥, 按摩吗?". She spoke with a tinge of Malaysian accent.

She was dressed in a light, silvery, body-hugging tube dress, that showed a generous amount of cleavage. Her complexion was fair and almost flawless. Perhaps it was her makeup. Perhaps I was just horny ...

"是你做吗?" I just wanted to be sure it's her who would be serving me.

"是我 ... 好吗?" She looked up at me for approval.

I nodded and proceeded to pay up. I was caught off-guard when she asked me to fill in my particulars on a form and I was undecided whether to fill in my real name and IC number. In the end, I scribbled something illegible and followed her into the room. From the back she looked slender and petite, and her legs were like … wow … I'd love to have those wrapped around me. My heart was in my throat and pumping with anticipation.

"你先洗个澡吧... 我拿杯茶给你." She showed me to the common shower further down the corridor and left the room. It was a simple set up with just a mattress on the floor and some mirrors "strategically placed" along the walls.

After washing up, I wrapped a towel around my waist and returned to the room. She had also just returned with a cup of hot tea. I took a sip and left it on the sidetable. My hard-on was quite obvious despite the heavy towel and she noticed. She wasn't shy about looking at my bro when I removed my towel to lie down on the mattress, and she smiled seeing the state that I was in.

A subtle unspoken message passed between us at that instance ...

[SammyNewbie]

Continue TS :)

[Michael12Rock]

Her massage was gentle and soothing. Some bros here would probably term such massage as "piano". But frankly, I didn't really care about the massage as I was busy enjoying myself looking at her boobs and her butt through the mirrors, especially when she bent over, giving me a down-blouse view of her cleavage, and when the hemline of her dress crept up her legs - revealing enough to entice but not enough to satisfy. She made eye contact with me occasionally and smiled.

"干嘛这样看…" she said coyly.

"因为你美嘛"

She giggled "谢谢..."

At that point, I realised that I was actually flirting and talking dirty with a massage lady. What has come over me?!

Well, the flirty exchange did break the ice, and we continued with some small talk. I couldn’t remember her name, but I recall she said she was from Malaysia, and that she had only been here for a couple of months.

She then straddled me, using her body weight to add pressure on my back. She hiked one of her legs up and spread her legs in the direction of the mirror, stretching the hem of the dress, giving me a full view of her white lacy thongs in the reflection. She did it as-a-matter-of-factly, as if it is a natural part of massage. I could almost burst my balls at that moment.

After she was done with my back, she moved over to where my head laid and massaged my shoulders. I turned my head forward to face her, and her crotch was right before my eyes. As she bent forward to reach down my back, her soft boobs pressed on the back of my head and shoulders. Her crotch was practically in my face and I could smell her perfume. I couldn’t resist it anymore and placed my hands on her legs, feeling her smooth skin. She just giggled, but didn't resist. Gradually, I reached higher, pushing her dress up. Soon her dress was bunched up at her waist and my hands were on her soft buns. I could vaguely see her pubic hair through the sheer, lacy material and it was an incredible turn on. I reached in between her legs and she responded by spreading her legs a little, giving me better access. I gently traced her slit through the thong, taking my time to find and circle her clit.

"唯, 很痒啦... " She giggled and tried to move away from my hands, but I was persistent. Soon, she was letting out appreciative moans. She could have been faking it but so what.

"好啦...等一下再给你玩..." She whispered in my ears, before moving over to the other end of the mattress to massage my legs. Again, my bro twitched in excitement and my heart fluttered. I could fall in love with this girl at that instant.

[Michael12Rock]

My foot was between her legs as she pressed on my calf and thigh. I could feel the warmth of her pussy on the sole of my foot and it felt really nice. Again I gently rubbed my foot on her crotch. She just giggled and let me do as I pleased. As she massaged my butt and inner thigh, she deliberately tickled my balls and my butt crack. Instinctively, I raised my butt and propped myself up on my knees. My bro and balls dangled freely, demanding for attention. She didn't disappoint. With the tip of her fingers, she gently stroked and teased me everywhere between my legs. Applying more oil in her hands, she palmed my scrotum, rolling my balls around in one hand, and milked my bro gently with the other. It was so stimulating and I was grunting softly with each touch.

What happened next took me by surprise. She planted soft kisses on my butt and then I felt some wetness on my anus. OMG, was she ass-rimming me??!! Later, I figured that she wasn't. She probably took some oil and rubbed me there using her fingertip. But it didn't matter, cos the feeling was amazing and I couldn't really tell the difference until much later.

"转过身..."

She didn't need to say twice. I turned over with a full erection in her face. She applied more oil on her hands and continued to take her time to stroke and tease my bro.

"头好大哦..." she said, while rubbing my dickhead between her palms. By now, it was engorged and almost turning purple.

"真的吗? 还是让我开心罢了..."

"真的...结婚了吗?" I nodded "… 你太太真幸福..."

My ego was boosted 100 times, but I also felt a tinge of sadness as my wife probably didn't share her view. Such irony ...

While stroking my bro, she popped the question “要service 吗?”

“有什么?” I acted blur, although I had a pretty good idea of what was available.

“你喜欢咯… 打飞机,帮你吹...还是全套...”

“就全套吧...”

She smiled knowingly "等我一下..."

She covered me with a towel, before leaving the room and returning very quickly with a piece of tissue in hand. She then undressed before me and tied up her hair into a bun. I took in the sight before me. Boy, she is flawless! I couldn't help focusing on her full growth of pubic hair, which contrasted with the snow-white skin around it. My bro was once again throbbing, yearning for what is to come.

[Michael12Rock]

Standing fully naked before me, she pulled my towel away. With one hand still stroking my bro, she offered her breasts to my mouth, which I gladly accepted. She was probably a B-cupper and her nipples were small, with a faint shade of brown areola. I eagerly cupped and massaged her breast while sucking on the other. She let out soft moans as I sucked and pinched her nipples.

She surprised me again when she held up my dick and put it into her mouth, sucking hard on it. Through the mirror, I watched my bro disappear into her mouth inch by inch. For that moment, I was in heaven. My bro had craved for the warmth of a woman and her mouth had fulfilled it. I nudged her butt closer to me. I opened it up to expose the raw pinkish flesh hidden in the folds. She was already a bit moist and the scent of her womanhood drove me crazy.

"摸外面就好, 不要插进去,好吗?" she pleaded.

Though I would have loved to finger her, being a gentleman, I acceded to the lady’s request. I traced my fingertip along the folds of her pussy to her clit, feeling pleased that she seemed to be getting moist. I drew small circles around the little protrusion, and could feel it swelling in response. She let out a muffled moan with my dick stuffed in her mouth and spread her legs further for me.

She then moved between my legs and resumed sucking earnestly on my dick and rolling my balls in her palm. She sucked hard and flicked her tongue on my dickhead like a vibrator, so much so that my knees felt weak. Just then I realized that she had already slipped on a condom for me with her mouth. I never knew of such tricks before.

She then straddled me again. I bit my lips as she pointed my dick up at her pussy and my bro entered her slowly. This was the warmth that my bro craved so much! She closed her eyes and threw her head back as the full length of my bro impaled her. Either she was really enjoying herself as well, or she was darn good at faking it! But I couldn't care less honestly.

She rode me like a cowgirl and I enjoyed watching her breasts bounce. I placed my hands on her bums and gyrated my hips in sync with her rhythm, driving my dick into her as deep as I could. She closed her eyes and breathed heavily.

"要从后面吗?" She asked, then got on all fours. She looked back at me with her ass high up in the air.

[Bangster]

Good write up.

Can imagine it was me...... :D

[Aka052]

Bro mind to pm me the location?
We can exchange:)

[Camel]

Nice one :D

[atvz]

Keep it up bro!
Great start!

[lickNpoke]

Distinction for descriptive bilingual literature.

[Michael12Rock]

Thanks Bros for the support and points.

Hope to get out of moderation soon, as the text limitation is quite a bummer.:(

Bro mind to pm me the location?
We can exchange:)

Hi Bro Aka052 and other bros who have PM me for the location. I can't give out the address of this joint, as it's just not possible anymore. We can always share notes on other HCs later on :)

This episode happened a few years back when I first started to "explore", so you can probably guess what happened to this place (I'm already letting the cat out of the bag) ... Read on ...

Next installment coming up ...

[Michael12Rock]

My primal instincts took over and I had lost all self-control. I plunged deeply into her and pumped her roughly until my floodgate opened. The orgasm felt like forever, and I was totally spent. I wondered if she came too. Then, she rolled off the cum-filled condom and wiped me clean with a towel and wet wipes.

She looked at the time. "还有点时间...帮你按头..."

I was really bowed over by her service. She quickly dressed and laid me down again, and went on to give me a relaxing scalp massage. Now I understand why massage and sex is a perfect combination. I was totally relaxed, literally from head to toe, and especially in the middle.

When the time was almost up, I went to wash up while she tidied the room. Then it dawned on me that I should pay her for the "extra" service. But I didn't know the market price, as I hadn't done much homework beforehand. I walked in to this joint on impulse!

"我该给你多少?"

"你觉得呢?" That's a trick question, I thought. She noticed my hesitation and decided not to make things difficult for me "至少一百吧..."

I had about 150 left in my wallet then and I took them all out. "都给你,不用找了...".

I knew I probably overpaid, but I was in a very good mood. She was obviously pleased "谢谢...下次再来噢...".

She was so sweet to even check my clothes to make sure that my shirt was tucked in properly and that I had zipped up.

"一定要再来找我..." She said sweetly as she walked me to the door, with her hand around my arm. I sensed a tone of longing in her voice, but I was probably being over-sensitive or fantasizing. I was sure I would return to look for her.

[Michael12Rock]

This was also when reality began to sink into my head. For the first time since I was married, I had sex with someone other than my wife. And it was commercial sex with a lady I hardly know. And I just told to myself that I'd do it again? What was I even thinking?!

That evening when I went home. I checked and double-checked to make sure that there wasn't any lingering fragrance on my clothes. For good measure, I took a light jog around my block so that I would perspire a bit, hoping that the sweat would mask any fragrance. It's silly I know, but the fear was real. I had been faithful throughout our 7 years of marriage, but I fell into temptation that day. I wouldn’t know how to face my wife from then on. At this point, I told myself that it was just a moment of weakness and I should never do this again.

About a month later, I found myself walking through the door of the same "spa" joint. Despite the fear and guilt, the gratification was too addictive and the craving was too difficult to contain. I looked forward to another session of good massage and good sex. Unfortunately, the sweet lady wasn't in that day and I was serviced by another. She wasn't as good, but I had my sexual relief nonetheless. The even more unfortunate thing was that the joint was closed down shortly after and there was no way that I could find the sweet lady again. I don't even remember her name!

I thought this was heaven's will that I should stop. But no, it turned out that I had already started on a journey of no return. It only spurred me to look for other outlets to satisfy my guilty pleasures. With each transgression, I sink deeper like an addiction, no longer able to pull myself out.

[Michael12Rock]

Before I go on, I should first clarify that it is not my intention to boast or blame when I make these postings. Call it a confession if you like. Perhaps I just needed to get some of these things off my chest.

I'm writing from memory as I go along. The events and conversations may not be exact, but they are as close to what I can remember as I could make it. Inevitably, some the details may be slightly modified or embellished in the process (you can be the judge).

Let's continue ...

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I have led a rather "conventional" life mostly. My family was not well off, but we had enough to get by. I went to relatively good schools, served my NS, graduated with a degree from a local university, landed a stable job etc. Also, to anyone who knows me, I have a "perfect" family - pretty wife and two adorable kids (a boy and a girl). Our family portrait is a picture of family bliss. I also look too "decent" and "proper" for anyone to believe that I would have an affair or to engage in extra-marital sex. But as they say, things aren't always what they seem, and never judge a book by its cover. I'm probably a textbook example.

Allow me to go back a bit further in my past in order to set the context ...

I had a wonderful girlfriend who eventually became my wife. I met Suzanne (or Sue, as she's usually called among her closer friends) when she was still a sweet, nubile JC girl from one of the top JCs. I was then serving the final months of my NS before ORD. We met at a chalet and BBQ session organized by a mutual friend and we caught each other's eyes the moment we met. I guess you could call it love at first sight. She was a slender girl with a good figure. She's those type that appear cold and distant at first, but once warmed up she can be really cute and adorable. When she volunteered to walk out to 7-11 to buy some things for the group, I quickly offered to give her a ride. She smiled and gladly took up my offer. What she didn’t expect was that I was riding a Honda CBR400 then, but Sue wasn’t the type of girl to back out. I put on a helmet for her and tightened the chin strap. She looked so cute when she blushed. She was apprehensive at first when she got on to the back seat, but I assured her and placed her hands on the fuel tank in front of me. Her posture was such that she had to lean close to me, her boobs brushing my back. The moment I moved off she held me tightly, pressing her body onto mine. She was thrilled. So was I, but for a different reason. Ha!!

I managed to get her number that night and she became a regular pillion rider on my bike. Our first date was a movie date, when I first held her hand in the darkness of the cinema. I also remember our first kiss at a secluded staircase landing of her flat. I was her first "proper" boyfriend so to speak (she had a couple of flings with some childish boys before she met me, nothing serious) and, being a little older and a bit more "experienced", I could "guide" her along.

[Michael12Rock]

I was introduced to her family soon after we went steady. Her mom was worried initially, as she was going to take her A-levels then. But, as I mentioned, I looked like a decent guy and I genuinely helped her with her school work on weekends before we went out for our dates. So over time, I gained her parents' trust and they became comfortable with me dating their daughter.

Her parents practically gave her full freedom after her A-levels and allowed her to stay out late, without imposing any curfew. Ironically, I was the one with a curfew as I often had to book-in to camp by 2359. But that was the period when things started to get more interesting.

One of our favourite make out places was a secluded playground near her place. The place was practically deserted at night and there were several nooks and corners where we could be concealed from prying eyes. She enjoyed cuddling and kissing me, but I had other ideas. I recall the first time we visited the place and her bra ended up in her bag. Her blouse soon came unbuttoned and I savoured her young "virgin" B-cup breasts for the first time. She experienced how her nipples could become erect from the stimulation and how it turned her on incredibly. Her panties were soaked through by the end of the night, but she was too shy to let my hands in between her legs.

She was introduced to my bro on our second visit to the place. She had never seen a real adult dick before, other than pictures from biology classes. While in the heat of french-kissing and heavy petting, I pulled down my zip and she helped me with the rest. She was at a lost when my bro sprung out to greet her and she held my throbbing bro gingerly in her hands. I guided her hand to stroke it and boy it definitely felt much better than using my own hands. I didn't ask her to take it in her mouth as I figure that I should take my time to "educate" her. I eventually came in her hand, which made quite a mess, but it was fun at the same time. She was so pleased with her new "achievement".

[nightfly1966]

Very nice story to read...hope TS cont soon...:)

[Michael12Rock]

On another visit, my hands managed to slip between her legs and I flicked on her clit through her panties. That night she experienced the first real orgasm of her life at the age of 18. Hearing the soft moans of a young girl in heat was an incredible turn on. She hugged me tightly and her body shuddered as she reached her first climax. She curled up into me, her body tense with spasm, and I just held her in my arms.

When I asked if she was ok, she said "Yes, never felt so … nice!" and squeezed her thighs together tightly, as if to contain the pleasure that is overflowing between her legs. She then returned the favour by shaking hands with my bro.

It wasn't too many session after that before my fingers found their way inside her wet lovehole. With one hand cupped over her bare breast and our tongues tangled, her virgin pussy clamped tightly on my fingers as I fingered her and made her cum again and again (multiple orgasms - the benefit of being a woman and being young!!). And she couldn't get enough. In fact, since then, a light touch between her thighs was enough to cause her love canal to be flooded and she'd long for my love boat (finger) to dock inside. Her transformation into a woman has begun and she was ready for the next lesson.

I had a short break between ORD and the start of Uni, and I booked a 4D3N cruise to Penang to "celebrate". I was pleasantly surprised that Sue's parents didn't raise any objections at all! The cruise was of course part of my devious plan. On the weekend before the departure date for the trip, I arranged for her to come over to my place when I knew we'd be alone for the day. That was at the period when internet had just become more commonly available and I had just bought a new Pentium II PC and subscribed to a PacNet account then. These would be the key "educational tools" that I needed.

She came to my place "prepared" that day and I was pleasantly surprised by the way she looked when I opened the door for her. She had put on some light makeup and she had curled her hair, which made her look more sultry. She wore a tight mini-T and a short, pleated skirt. I practically pulled her into my arms and kicked the door close. We locked lips immediately and our hands were all over each other. I realised that she wasn't wearing a bra and had only used nipple-tapes. Her bare nipple-less breasts felt really kinky in my hands. Below the mini skirt, her ass was fully exposed with just a tiny strip of the G-string between her butt crack. It didn't cover much of her pussy either, which was already starting to get wet. Her hands also zeroed in on my crotch immediately. I was only in a T-shirt and shorts, no underwear. The bulge in my shorts was obvious. She slipped her hands under my waistband to search for the treasures inside. I would have fucked her there standing if I didn't exercised some self-control.

"I've got something to show you" I said and led her into my room.

"Sounds exciting" she chirped.

I had everything set up and I sat her on my lap, straddling my legs, in front of the computer. She was shy looking at the various hardcore porn pictures (AVs weren't available on the internet back then), showing exposed pussies penetrated in various positions. But curiosity and horniness got the better of her. She was especially interested to see the kawaii Japanese girls in various stages of undress and poses. I also showed her pictures of oral sex, which she felt was "dirty". I'll take it one step at a time, I thought.

"The dick is so big. How to put inside?" She was somewhat amazed by what she was seeing "And what are you doing, you naughty boy?"

My fingers were gently teasing her slit and her clit through her G-string.

"Hmm … I'm thinking how best to show you that it is indeed possible to put it inside..." I pulled her G-string aside and slipped one finger in.

"Ahh ..." She let out a moan, due to the sudden intrusion, turned back and gave me a sultry, CFM look. "… live demo ah?"

"Clever girl ..."

She giggled and kissed me deeply. Yes!!! She's ready to be fucked today!!!

[koebshaq0_0]

Hi TS,

Nice story, please continue when you have time.

It has been a long time since I last pen mine. Sigh..... :cool:

Cheers,
koebshaq0_0

[lim07]

This is very interesting please write more! :P

[Michael12Rock]

Very nice story to read...hope TS cont soon...:)

This is very interesting please write more! :P

Thanks Bros.

Hi TS,

Nice story, please continue when you have time.

It has been a long time since I last pen mine. Sigh..... :cool:

Cheers,
koebshaq0_0

Do start writing and share with us, bro koebshaq. :)

For me, I'm in sort of a reflective mood now. A few pretty dramatic things happened to me recently (I'll come to that later), which prompted me to think about the things I've done. As I can't just talk to anyone about these kind of stuff, I started writing them down and decided to post them here as an outlet.

I'm still writing and posting them in installments as I go along.

Thanks for reading and I hope I don't bore you guys my long-winded blabber ... Next installment coming up ... :)

[Michael12Rock]

I slipped a second finger inside her. She moaned into my mouth as we kissed, and she started gyrating her hips in sync with my fingers. She was getting hot and really wet. Clothes went flying and we were both naked on the bed in no time. I placed a towel below her butt, capped a condom on my bro and moved in between her legs.

"I'm a bit scared, dear" she whined.

"Don't be. I'll be very gentle." I aimed my bro at her wet opening and started to push slowly. She tensed up, her legs tried to push my body away.

"Relax" I reassured her.

She did after a while and I resumed pushing. As I felt her pussy beginning to relax a bit, I started moving my hips, pushing my bro in a bit more with each stroke. She clawed her nails on my back, as I sank my dick inch by inch into her. She let out a loud moan when I finally sunk the whole length of my bro deep inside her. She felt so soft and warm inside.

"Pain?" She nodded. Biting her lips and her eyes closed.

"It'll be ok in a while" I started rocking my hips again slowly, which elicited more lustful moans from her. I covered her mouth with mine, as my room window was along the corridor and I didn’t want my neighbours to hear. Soon, she was nudging me to go faster. I wasn't sure if she came that day, but I didn't last too long.

"How do you feel?" I asked her.

"It's painful at first …" she blushed and replied coyly "but at the end it's very nice …"

I laughed "I promise it'll be even better next time"

"Ha … what makes you think I'll let you … " she stuck out her tongue in her cute girly way.

I had wanted another round before sending her home that day, but she said she felt sore down there. So I let her be as I knew I would have all the fun I wanted on the upcoming trip. That day was especially memorable for us as it marks the lost her virginity to me!

Later, she told me she felt as if she couldn't walk properly for the next couple of days. Oops.

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We were both excited about our first trip together. Again, she was out to seduce me and she was dressed to kill. She wore a white tube dress. Apart from the elastic material that was stretched across her boobs (which squeezed out a generous amount of cleavage), the short dress was so thin that her white G-string was clearly visible through the material. I wondered how her mom could have let her out of the house wearing that! I could feel the gaze of all the guys at the Cruise Centre burning on her ass. Her arms were wrapped tightly around mine and I could feel her braless boobs pressed against my arm.

We didn't waste any time and headed straight for our cabin once we boarded. She was pleased that I had booked a cabin with a pothole, which she eagerly looked out to see the view. I cozied up behind her and my hands started roaming all over her body. She protested weakly but didn't make any attempt to move away or to stop me as I pulled up the hem of her dress and slipped my hand under it. Her G-string soon found the floor. Her elbows were perched against the window and her ass pushed back against me, with her dress bunched up at her waist. I began sliding my fingers along her slit and circling her clit the way I knew she liked. She moaned and twitched with every touch. I recall she already had one round of orgasm from my fingering even before the ship even left the dock. As the ship sailed out of the straits, we proceeded to explore the ship, conveniently forgetting to put her G-string back on. She didn't seem to mind going commando.

After this, we hardly left the cabin other than for meals. In the full privacy of the cabin, she was free of all inhibitions. We were practically naked all the time in the cabin. She was also introduced to the art of oral sex. We had finished our bath together and we continued to cuddle and kiss on the bed. I got down between her legs and spread them open.

"What are you doing?" she asked.

"I want to see your pussy"

"Mmm … So weird … I shy la ..." she tried to close her legs, but I spread them even wider.

I took my time to look at her cute little pussy, her clit was already swollen and protruding. Her pinkish flesh was moist with her cunt juice. I then moved in on the pretext of taking a closer look, but then stuck out my tongue to lick her clit.

"Ahh …" she got a shock and squirmed. "Dear … no... dirty … " She tried to cover her pussy with her hands and close her legs, but I held her wrists and pushed her legs wider apart. I continued licking slowly and gently, flicking on her clit. With her back against the wall, she had no way of escaping.

"Dear please … Mmm … No … Ahh ..." She bit her lips and shut her eyes tight. Her body twitched with every flick of my tongue "Mmm … Oh my … Ohh … "

When I took a breather to rest my tongue, I saw a stream of clear, sticky cunt juice flowing down from her hole forming a wet patch on the bed sheet.

"Nice?"

"You're very naughty" she pouted.

"You haven't answered my question … Nice?"

"No … not nice ..." she said with a cheeky look.

"Sounds like a yes to me ... and I'm not done yet" She yelped as I dived in again.

"Ahh … Dear … Ahh … naughty boy … Mmmmmmmmmm …" She squirmed.

This time I was practically attacking her clit with my tongue, and this time she held her legs wide open for me with her own hands. I no longer need to hold her wrists. After a while, her body started to stiffen and she lifted butt off the bed uncontrollably. But I latched on and continued the assault. Moments later, her body broke into a vigorous spasm and she collapsed back onto the bed.

That was when I slowed down and just continued to lick the area around her pussy, avoiding her over-sensitive clit. "Ahhhh …" she moaned again "Dear, you're torturing me … what have I done to deserve this …"

"For being the sexiest girlfriend in the world ..." I replied in between licks and kisses on her pussy. She was purring like a cat again.

[Michael12Rock]

After calming down, she got up and kissed me deeply "Now, its your turn!!"

She pushed me down onto the bed and straight away put my dick into her mouth, like the images she saw on the internet. She didn't know how to give a proper blowjob at first and she thought sucking a dick was literally sucking on it like a straw!! It was a strange feeling, as if my balls were being sucked out.

She soon got the hang of it, after I explained the basic concept, and I was in blowjob heaven. Being really turned on, I felt my climax building in no time. I told her I was cumming and asked her to let me cum in her mouth. She didn't know what to expect and just did as she was told. She continued to bob her head up and down on my bro until I blasted my load into her mouth. She was taken by surprise the volume of cum that filled her mouth. The taste and texture of the semen was something new to her and she gagged. She couldn't swallow it, so she rushed to the toilet to spit it out. This wasn't the most pleasant experience for her and she has never let me CIM again since (sigh … my biggest mistake).

This hiccup aside, we thoroughly enjoyed ourselves for this trip. So long as we're in the cabin, our bodies would be connected in some way, exchanging body fluids of one kind or another. It was basically eat, sex and sleep (repeat) all the way. We continued to fuck even though my balls were completely emptied. She would practice her blowjob skills and she could always get my bro's attention, followed by a "deep" massage for her pussy. Even if we were not fucking, we'd be touching, cuddling, kissing and petting heavily. It was just so intense. I had bought a pack of 12 condoms along and they were all used up by the end of the 4 day trip.

After that trip, sex became our favourite pass-time and she couldn’t get enough of it. We’d make love at her place or mine, whenever we had the house to ourselves. Even with our parents around, we'd sometimes lock ourselves in the room and try to have sex as quietly as possible, which was a real thrill.

As we don't always get privacy at home to have sex, we took every opportunity to do it whenever we can. I had booked chalets or hotel stays just to make love. She had also booked a couple spa once as a birthday treat for me. It was done in a private room, which was fitted with an en-suite bathtub. Treatment included a half hour jacuzzi, which we had complete privacy and she gave me a blowjob until I came in the tub. It was the best birthday treat ever!

I guess my point in all these is Sue and I had a fantastic sex life to begin with. Sue was a 100% devoted girlfriend and lover. She'd do the sweetest things and made sure that all my needs were taken care of. In return, she demanded all of my attention and whatever spare time that I had. We had our ups and downs in the relationship and there were even moments when we almost broke up. After 7 years of relationship, we eventually got married.

Ironically, our sex life started to turn south after marriage. Perhaps familiarity breeds contempt. Perhaps we started to take things for granted. Sex became routine. We were also at the stage of our lives where we were both focusing on our careers. As work took up more and more of our time and energy, we had less for each other. Thinking back, perhaps this was the period when cracks started to appear in our marriage.

Things got worse after the kids came. The two pregnancies took a toll on Sue's body. Sex became unenjoyable for her as she couldn’t get wet easily anymore and it became more difficult to get her turned on, as caring for the children took top priority in her life and occupied her mind most of the time. She has transformed from 100% lover to a 100% mother. This is totally understandable, as children are very dependent at that young age and the maternal instincts are insurmountable. In fact, I was a hands-on dad as well and I did my part to take care of the kids (waking up for night feeds, repeated diaper changes, coaxing colic kids to sleep etc). She never had any complaints about me not helping out with the kids, but we did have major differences in opinion on how the kids should be cared for. In my view, she was overly protective over the kids, and to her, I was too careless or pushing the kids too much. She also doesn't trust the kids in anyone's care except ourselves and we didn't really have any reliable help to begin with. It is especially bad when the kids fall sick, which adds to the stress and tension. Her maternal instincts goes into overdrive and would use every means within her powers to make sure that the kids are not suffering from any discomfort, to the extent that is overdoing it. She also overindulges the kids, only to complain later that she can't control them (duh?!). We had several major arguments over such trivial issues, usually ending up with me giving up the fight and letting her be, as I saw no point in arguing. This tension between us continued till this day.

Sue's physical problems coupled with emotional baggage between us resulted in very little intimacy and sex since the kids were born. It was also difficult to set aside couple time for ourselves as we had to work our time around the kids’ schedules. The little pockets of time available were only enough for quickies - an idea that she rejected as she felt quickies were not enjoyable for her. Furthermore, she was often too tired out by kids that she was hardly in the mood. Even if we made arrangements for someone to babysit for us while we "get-away" for a dinner date, her mind would be constantly on the kids so much so that she would want to quickly get home to make sure that they don't get into any trouble.

So all the stars would have to be aligned before we would have any opportunity to be intimate. More often than not, I would either be faced with rejection or she would just oblige me (which sucks big time). Even then, she couldn’t do doggy or from the back anymore, as apparently it hurts (when it never did in the past. I’m not sure what had pregnancy done to her). Her default reply to my request is always “Dear, don’t want la …” and it would turn me off immediately. The rest of the session would often be just going through the motion. So I eventually gave up. Sadly, it got to a point when we even stopped kissing each other altogether.

Now, don't get me wrong, cos I love my kids and I enjoyed watching them grow up, but sometimes I felt that our differences in handling them, resulting in friction and tension, were taking a toll on our marriage. When we tried talking about the issue, one of us would usually end up being offended or become defensive. Thinking back, this was probably the most difficult period of my life so far. Sometimes, I would wonder if we have stopped loving each other and perhaps we’re just holding on for the kids' sake. It’s so ironic.

This was also when I started to look to other avenues for affection and sexual gratification ...

[Michael12Rock]

"Hey ... you ok? ..."

I was startled from my thoughts. I looked up and was greeted by a pretty face that matched the sweet voice.

Kelly is a colleague and a good friend. To be more precise, she was my bosom buddy and confidant in office. She's in the marketing department and I was doing project management. She bore some resemblance to the Hong Kong singer Kelly Chen (陈慧琳) (http://www.spcnet.tv/Kelly-Chen-ac153.html) and to me she's simply gorgeous (9/10!!). Her beauty was also well acclaimed among colleagues and she was often chosen to model for photos in our publicity materials and annual reports. Being in marketing, she always dressed and looked her best in office. I would always love to see her in tight pencil skirts that hugged her hips. Her legs seem to run forever up her skirt. The way her perky butt swayed as she walked down the corridor or up the stairs could make any guy drool. Although she’s probably not the bustiest lady in office, but she had enough for a decent cleavage to show whenever she wore a low-cut top.

As my project team was located on the marketing floor (due to office space constraint), we had opportunities to bump into each other along corridors or at the pantry. It felt like I had struck lottery when the two of us were put together to work on a project (to do some feasibility studies), which included a trip to Hong Kong together for market research, just the two of us. Although the trip was non-scandalous and uneventful, we got to know each other better from there and became friends.

Since the trip, we often worked late in office together. Over time (and packed lunches / dinners), we started talking about other thing apart from the project, like bitching about bosses, trading gossips about other colleagues. Gradually, we started opening up more to each other and talked about personal stuff like our family / relationship problems and even some really private information (like her choice of underwear!). Kelly was married, but no kids. She revealed that her husband was very busy and travelled a lot. Even when he's not travelling he'd be out on business engagements and entertaining his clients. So naturally she felt lonely, which is explained why she'd rather stay late in office to work. Her hubby used work as a pretext for visiting KTVs and nightclubs, but she had a good idea of what goes on in those places.

"As long as he still remembers to come home" she said to me once, resigned to the situation.

We could empathize with each other (e.g. our lack of affection and sex) and we continued to be regular lunch partners and to keep each other company, even after the project concluded. In fact, some colleagues began viewing us as "work spouses" when the term was in vogue. We just laugh about it, brushing it aside as a joke. Although I found her attractive, our relationship was really quite platonic.

One incident began to change all that.

It happened when we were taking the MRT home together (I don't always drive to work, depending on whether my wife needs the car more). The station was exceptionally crowded that day, due to train delays. We had no choice but to squeeze into the train with the crowd. Both of us were packed in like sardines by the people who tried to push themselves into the carriage after us. My body was pressed hard against hers, my chest against the side of her arm and my crotch against her hip. I was intoxicated by her fragrance - Bvlgari Pour Femme (this fragrance is forever etched in my mind and it always reminds me of Kelly). Naturally, a hard on developed in my pants. I couldn't move away to hid my reaction, and I didn't wish to even if I could. My stiff rod pressed harder onto her hip with every jerk of the train's movement. She crossed her arms to protect her chest and there's nothing for her to hold on to. To help steady her, I put my arms around the small of her back, just above her hips. She didn't look like she mind or was offended. We were so close physically at that point that it felt like we were lovers! My heart was thumping madly and she might have sensed it.

We maintained this position until passengers began to alight and there were more space in the carriage. I wished it could have been longer. From then, we just talked as usual for the rest of the trip. Later that night, she texted me on Whatsapp:

Kelly: Just now you horny ah?

Me: Why do you say that?

Kelly: I felt something in the train ...

Me: I don't get it ...

Kelly: Something hard la ... down there ;-)

Me: Oh … Oops. Sorry.

Kelly: Haha. It's ok … So were you horny?

Me: With a beauty so close to me, it’s only natural ; )

Kelly: Haha … Thanks …

Me: Does it bother you?

Kelly: Nope … It made me horny too … *shy*

Me: Oh man … you just made me hard again

Kelly: Hahahahaha

Me: Can I be of help? Hee hee … ; )

Kelly: You married man la … cannot

Me: You mean if I'm single can?

Kelly: Idiot … don't want to talk to you liao

Me: LOL … ok la … sorry … go seduce your hubby for sex lor …

Kelly: He's out again tonight … : (

Me: I'm not any better than you lor … she's sleeping with the kids ...

Kelly: Poor boy … Go play with yourself ba …

Me: How about you?

Kelly: Maybe … Hee hee …

Me: We can do it together? … ;-)

Kelly: How to??!! … so shy …

Me: Just teasing you la … who do you think of when you play with yourself?

Kelly: Hmm … don't tell you

Me: Why why? … share la …

Kelly: Some things cannot share la … you leh? … Who's your fantasy girl?

Me: You lor …

Kelly: Idiot … I guessed you'd say that … don't talk to you liao … ;-P

Me: Hahaha ...

From then, we would often flirt and tease each other. To her, it was probably just harmless flirting and fun. But for me, this was when I began fantasizing about her - romantically and sexually.

[lim07]

haha nice one bro! Can't wait for this kelly series! XD

[herodieyoung]

:cool: Nice

[Michael12Rock]

haha nice one bro! Can't wait for this kelly series! XD

:cool: Nice

Thanks bros... I was tied up for the past two days... Will post the next installment soon :)

[Michael12Rock]

I recall I even had a wet dream of Kelly once. The dream was quite abrupt (i.e. no head no tail type) and it went something like this. We were alone in a hotel room setting, hugging and kissing each other standing. She was just wearing a men's shirt - white, unbuttoned - nothing else. The curves of her boobs and the dark triangular patch of pubic hair were clearly visible in the gap. I was fully naked in the dream and she was just gently and slowly stroking my bro. Her hands felt so tender, her lips soft and moist. Neither of us spoke, but it felt really romantic and erotic. Then just as abruptly as it started, I woke up from the dream. Darn! … Ok, it wasn't exactly a wet dream (as in I didn't cum in my shorts), but it was close.

I don't know what came over me, but I told Kelly about it the next day.

"I dreamt of you last night"

"Really? … What about?"

"Don't be angry ah … " I said and she nodded. "… it's a wet dream ..."

"OH MY GOD! …" she blushed "… can't believe you're telling me this!"

"You said you won't be angry one hor ..."

"No, I'm not … just surprised … so what did 'we' do in the dream? … Juicy nor not?" she chirped, getting all excited and curious about it.

I went on to describe the dream - pretty much along the lines that I wrote above.

"Lucky you didn't call out my name in your dream …" she joked.

"It wouldn't have mattered … Sue wasn't with me ..."

"Orrrh … wife don't sleep with you, so you look for me in your dreams … very naughty hor ..." she said, half in jest, waving an accusing finger at me.

"So will you keep me company in my dreams?"

"Hmm … dreams only mah … no lost for me …" she replied and we just laughed the whole matter off as a joke. Secretly, I wished my dream would turn into reality one day.

I knew it's probably not right to fantasize about my best friend, but I couldn't help it. Furthermore, I figured it would be impossible for us to have any intimate relationship as both of us were married, and we had both indicated that, despite our marriage problems, we were not inclined to divorce. So I was quite happy to live in my fantasy world where Kelly would be my fuck buddy. In that world, we would make passionate love to each other and escape our troubles and our family problems together.

I thought I was mature enough to handle it and to be able to separate reality from fantasy. But I soon learnt the hard way that the fantasy world can have an impact on reality as well ...

[DarkAsh]

pls keep going ts :D

[imaginative]

Great story. upped .;)

[Michael12Rock]

pls keep going ts :D

Great story. upped .;)

Thanks bros for reading and for the points. :)

[Michael12Rock]

It was our company's annual D&D, held in an upscale hotel. The theme of the event was some ethnic cultural stuff and we were required to dress up in ethnic costumes from various eras. I was asked to dress in a traditional Chinese robe (think Wong Fei Hong). Kelly managed to borrow a nyonya kebaya from a friend.

On the day of the event, I offered Kelly a lift and drove to pick her up from her place. Again, she looked alluring wearing a loose spaghetti-strap top that showed off her creamy white chest, and a pair of casual khaki shorts and 3-inch heels, which accentuated her slim legs. Damn, she looks hot in anything, I thought.

She wasn’t wearing any stockings, but her legs still looked smooth as silk. The low neckline flaunted the cleavage formed between her boobs that filled her white coloured bra nicely. Her hair was tied up nicely into a bun, making her neck and shoulders looked really tempting, and the bra straps looked exceptionally sexy on her shoulders that day. There are two parts of a woman's body that turns me on without fail - (1) long slender legs and (2) the back of a lady's neck when her hair is tied / bun up. Ooh ... groovy!

"Wah … you wear like that how I tahan? ..." I quipped.

She laughed "What do you mean? Why need to tahan leh? … You like?"

"Of course!" I must have sounded like a buaya.

"Good" She had a smirk, yet cheeky look on her face. So cute!

We arrived at the hotel early and changed into our costumes in the hotel restrooms. Kelly took some time to change, while I waited for her outside the restroom, looking rather silly standing around at the lobby in my Chinese robe. When Kelly finally came out from the restroom in her pink kebaya, I was stunned for a moment and just stared. The blouse of her nyonya kebaya had very intricate embroideries, and her white bra was visible through the sheer material. The bottom of her kebaya was a thin wrap skirt, which wrapped tightly around her hips. She looked elegant yet alluring in the traditional outfit, as it accentuated her figure.

Kelly appeared shy as she approached me. She said “Shit. I didn’t realise that the kebaya is so thin. Can see my panties la.”

She turned around to let me see. Indeed, the skirt was very thin and I could see her sexy white thongs quite clearly. I had a hard on again in my pants (she never fails to turn me on!). Since this is a company function, she was quite self-conscious about it.

"Never mind la … can see your bra also what"

She blushed "Bra different mah … kebaya is like that one … but panties a bit too much right?"

“Well, one way is not to wear. Nobody would know … Erm … except me ...” I said, tongue in cheek.

"Idiot la, you!" she slapped my shoulder hard for the absurd suggestion. But after giving it some thought, she saw no better alternatives. Kelly went into the restroom again. When she came out again, she did a little spin for me. Sure enough, there was no more VPL. I gave her a “hum sup” look and a knowing smile. She retaliated with a playful slap on my cheek.

"Shh..." she put her finger to her lips, warning me sternly not to say anything about it.

Throughout dinner, Kelly appeared quite comfortable and confident, despite her lack of underwear. I on the other hand was in a constant state of erection, thinking about her bare butt and pussy beneath her kebaya.

The programme for the event was well organised and the staff enjoyed themselves. Wine was practically free-flow and we all probably had one glass too many. Kelly was definitely drinking much more than usual. In fact, I sensed that there's something was bothering Kelly after she came back from a phone call. When I checked if she's ok, she would just smile and say she's fine.

After main dinner concluded, the ball rooms lights were dimmed, replaced with flashing disco lights and loud dance music. This marked the start of the dance segment which would last till late, and all the youngsters and young-at-heart moved to the dance floor in front of the stage.

We hung around as a group with mutual friends and colleagues at first. As the crowd got more rowdy and high, we moved to quieter side of the floor and in the shadows, where no one could really see us. With the deafening music, we had to speak into each other's ears. I was intoxicated by her fragrance each time I put my mouth to her ear, practically kissing her. Kelly did the same to me and the feeling of her soft lips on my ear sent waves of vibes down to my groin.

Kelly seemed to be in a playful mood, as she danced very close to me. I was pleasantly surprised when she did a little dirty dancing by opening up her wrap skirt and straddled my leg between hers. She gyrated her body to the music and her bare legs rubbed my thigh. I thought I felt her pussy brushing against my pants. Damn! I would have mounted her there if we were alone. I responded and placed my hands on her back. Noting that she didn't reject, I then slid my hand down to her butt, caressing her ass slowly through the thin skirt as we moved our hips together. Looking back, what we did then was pretty daring and risky. Although we were in the shadows, any one of our colleagues could have come close enough and might have seen us. But at that moment, there was no way I could resist the temptation. In fact, I got bolder and slipped one hand under her skirt. One of her legs was fully exposed at the side away from the crowd, and the slit opened up to the top of her thigh. She allowed my hand to roam up and down her thigh and didn't resist when I cupped my palm on her bare ass. My heart was beating so hard that it could just stop. OMG! I'm living my fantasy!

[kennyboy_69]

Bro, ur story very steamy!

Me fucking going to camp here for more!

[MagicFingers]

Wow, great story! Please keep it going, or coming..

Cheers!

[Michael12Rock]

Bro, ur story very steamy!

Me fucking going to camp here for more!

Wow, great story! Please keep it going, or coming..

Cheers!

Thanks for the support, bros. I'm just glad that there ppl reading this thread. :)

Posting the continuation shortly ...

[Michael12Rock]

I leaned forward, our lips touched briefly and tentatively. It was electrifying. Instincts took over as my hand naturally moved from her bum towards her pussy. But just as my thumb slipped over her thigh and touched her pubic hair, she stopped my hand's advancement and she pulled away from me abruptly.

"I'm sorry ..." I could feel her trembling as she held my hand.

"What's wrong?"

"I'm sorry …" She look away and I felt tears in her voice. "I need to go now ..."

I was utterly confused by the sudden turn of events and I wasn't prepared to let her go in this state.

"I'll send you back."

"It's ok. I need to be alone for a while …"

My heart just sank "I'm sorry if I did anything that I shouldn't have …"

"No. It's not you … Don't worry. I'll be alright." She tried to say in a calm voice.

She insisted that I don't follow her and she left the ballroom. It felt like my heart was dropped from the sky and crushed by a million ton weight.

I left the hotel as well, as I was no longer in the mood to party. I texted her and monitored her status on Whatsapp throughout the night. She didn't access her phone since the last time we exchanged text. Then I remembered she had told me during the dinner that her phone's battery was flat. Damn. I was worried sick the whole night and I couldn't sleep.

The following day was a Sunday. She still didn't respond to any of my messages till late afternoon when she just simply replied "I'm ok. Don't worry". I was relieved, but I still needed answers. Kelly took leave on the following Monday. I was so concerned that I took urgent half day leave as well to be with her. We arranged to meet and had a long talk at Coffee Bean.

To summarise what happened: The phone call on Saturday evening was with her husband. She had called him using a colleague's phone as her battery was flat, and she just wanted to let him know. Just as she was about to speak, when he picked up the call, she heard a lady's voice in the background saying something affectionate and intimate to him (she didn't tell me what she heard exactly and I didn't want to probe). There was no mistake as she recognised the voice of her husband. She was so shocked that she hung up without saying anything. Kelly confronted her husband the next day and he wasn't able to spin a good enough story to cover his tracks. He eventually confessed to having a relationship with his PA. In fact, the affair has gone on for more than a year. Kelly then made the difficult decision to divorce.

"Sorry for leading you on that night" she apologised again. Her eyes were puffy and bloodshot. "Perhaps I was being vengeful. If he can fuck around, so can I … and you were the only one that I felt safe with that night ..."

"Then why did you … Erm … back off?"

"I realised that I couldn't … not with you … I'll be wrecking your marriage if I did ... just like what that bitch did to mine."

I kept silent as there was no appropriate response for me.

"Plus you are my friend … I don't wish to lose you …"

"You won't … no matter what happens, I will always be here for you …" I assured her.

"I know … What will I do without you …" She was starting to tear again.

[koebshaq0_0]

Nice job, TS. Please continue when you have time. ^^

[haozboiboi]

oh bro, I feel for you. please continue sharing.

[Michael12Rock]

Nice job, TS. Please continue when you have time. ^^

oh bro, I feel for you. please continue sharing.

Thanks bro. This marks the start of a very difficult period for me ... Read on ...

[Michael12Rock]

It's never easy to go through a divorce. A failed marriage is already bad enough, having to go through the legal procedures, accusations, negotiations on marital assets, moving out to a new place, dealing with friends and relatives’ views etc just makes it all the more difficult and trying.

I decided it would be best that I don’t make any advancement on Kelly, as I thought she needed me as a friend more than a lover at that time. I tried my best to provide moral support and a listening ear when she needed to ventilate. There were many times when she cried and I just held her close to console her.

"To tell you the truth, Michael, I'm scared" she told me one day.

"Scared of what?"

"Of the future … I've already given 10 years of my prime to him … I don't know what will happen next … I'm not prepared for it …" her voice started to quiver and she started to tear.

"I'm sure you'll be ok … you're still young …"

"I'm not young anymore leh … I mean who would still want me at this age?!"

"Trust me … I dare to speak for 90% of the men out there … The moment you make yourself available, there will be no shortage of guys queuing up for you …"

She slapped me on my arm "Idiot … You're just teasing me …"

"No, I'm serious … honest … not kidding …" In fact, I was speaking for myself. "If I'm not married, I'll be the first one in the queue."

She finally smiled "You're so sweet, Michael."

I still secretly harboured hopes that one day I can make her my FB.

Ever since she started the divorce proceedings, I noticed a significant change in her and she seemed to have become a different person. She started dressing younger and more sexily in office. She highlighted her hair and curled it into a body wave perm, which made her look sultrier. Perhaps due to the lack of rest and proper meals, she also slimmed down a lot. Other lady colleagues noticed and complimented her that she looks younger and even prettier before. Needless to say, the guys ogled her even more now.

She also started hanging out more with some of her girl-friends (I can't be with her all the time due to family commitments). She would frequent pubs and clubs with them, drinking and dancing into the wee hours of the night. I would know when she's going to party by her dressing and her make up that day. It pains me to see her in this state, but I knew it was a form of escape for her. I can only advise her to be careful not to be taken advantage of, since she's emotionally vulnerable at this stage. She'd come to office with bloodshot eyes the following day, but yet "happily" telling me about how the "cute guys" tried to pick her up. This is not surprising given that she's a hot babe. I secretly prayed that she wouldn't fuck any of them and that this was just a phase that she needed to get over.

Whenever I heard Jeff Chang's song 爱如潮水 (http://youtu.be/-xHd_ZByNps) on the radio, my heart would weep ...:(

我再也不愿见你在深夜里买醉
不愿别的男人见识你的妩媚
你该知道这样会让我心碎

答应我你从此不在深夜里徘徊
不要轻易尝试放纵的滋味
你可知道这样会让我心碎

[sbn776y]

Nice song... Brings back memories for me too.

[Michael12Rock]

Nice song... Brings back memories for me too.

The song described exactly how I felt that that point, and it's still painful thinking back ...

[Michael12Rock]

Alas, the inevitable happened. I was awake at 4am one Saturday morning and saw that Kelly was still online on her Whatsapp. So I texted her.

Me: Can't sleep?

Kelly: I haven't slept all night actually … : P

Me: Party until now ah?

Kelly: Not exactly …

Me: Huh? What happened?

Kelly: You remember the cute guy I told you about? …

Me: Which one? You got so many ...

Kelly: Idiot la … The one I met at ######## ...

Me: Oh … that one … and??

Kelly: Well, I just left his place … Hee … ; )

My heart sank and a strange mix of emotions started to swirl in my chest.

Me: You had sex ah?

Kelly: Hee hee … so clever … Ya … feels like I lost my virginity all over again … : P

Me: OMG!!!!!!!!!

Kelly: Shit … why am I telling you this?! … I must still be drunk … Haha

My mind was a blank now. I don't know how to react to this. I was jealous - utterly jealous!! Kelly had told me a couple of weeks back that she met this "cute guy" while partying, and that he had asked for her number. She subsequently went for dinner with him and they kissed on their first date. I was already feeling sour that some guy managed to get intimate with her. The previous night was their second date and she ended up on his bed. I almost tore my heart out on hearing that.

Kelly later hooked up with two other guys (one of them a Caucasian) and she had ONS with them on their first dates. She even gushed about how the Caucasian guy had a fantastic physique and that he was well hung. She had three intense orgasms consecutively with him in one session (something that she had never experienced before). In fact, Kelly went on to meet the guy again for a second date. This time, she shared with me something that I would have never expected.

"How was your date?" I was curious.

She looked sheepish "Good …"

"Good? … that's all?"

She laughed "What do you want to know? … Ya la, ya la … We had sex again … Is that what you expect to hear?"

Damned! Shit! I asked for it lor. I slapped myself mentally, but still acted cool.

"He's that good ah?"

"What kind of question is that?!" she stuck out her tongue at me. "But hor … can I ask you something?"

"What?"

"Have you done anal before?"

"OH MY GOD! YOU MEAN YOU DID?!?!" I exclaimed in disbelief.

"SSSHHHHHH!!! … You want the whole world to know huh …"

I was in shock. Not knowing what else to say, I just gestured for her to go on.

"Shit … Can't believe I'm telling you this … We fucked one round already, but he was hard again after that and he wanted another go. So I said ok. But he said he had run out of condoms."

"That's a pretty lame excuse" I interrupted.

"I dunno … I offered to blow him, but he suggested anal instead. I've never tried it before, so I just let him do it I guess."

I had this very mixed feeling of envy (of the guy), jealousy (also of the guy) and being turned-on (by the mental image of Kelly sticking her butt in the air and letting some guy poke her ass!) I'm upset, but at the same time I'm having a hard-on in my pants!! What is this?! I've never experienced anything like this before. I didn't know how to handle this kind of mixed emotions …

"Pain or not?"

"Of course pain la!! Felt like my ass was split in two … but do it slowly lor … he put a lot of lubricant … and he used his fingers before finally putting it in ..."

"Was it nice for you? Like did you cum?"

"Hmm … How should I put this … I think it is something more for the guy's enjoyment ba …"

"He came inside your ass?"

She nodded, looking very sheepish "Actually, that's what I wanted to ask you … is it safe or not huh? … I know I won't get pregnant … but I scared I get some disease leh …"

"Now then you think of this. A bit late right? … Any unprotected sex is not safe la ..." I was almost reprimanding her.

"I know …" She plonked her chin in her hands, resigned to the situation.

I could only sigh and I felt like I'm the No. 1 Biggest Loser in the World!! :(

[kaicai]

Up you bro! Keep it up!

[GeMiNiZzzzZzz]

I like this thread..so surreal :D

[getitdone]

steamy story.. keep it coming...

[Michael12Rock]

Up you bro! Keep it up!

Thanks for the points. Appreciate it.


I like this thread..so surreal :D

Thanks bro ... I also wish that all this was just a bad dream ...


steamy story.. keep it coming...

Posting the next installment soon ...

[Michael12Rock]

I kept up my appearance in front of Kelly and she didn't realise all these were upsetting me. I felt deeply hurt and I had all these weird emotions that I was not used to handling. She's no longer the Kelly that I used to know. Why has she become so promiscuous? It seems any decent looking guy can get to fuck her - even her ass!! And since she is now so open to fuck any guy she meets, then why not me?! I know my reasoning is warped and I was being irrational, but I was already out of my mind. My heart alternated between being upset with Kelly and being angry with myself for letting my emotions get the better of me. I tried to contain my feelings but it was too much to bear. My fantasy world had totally collapsed and my real world crumbled along with it. I was devastated. I became depressed, not able to snap myself out of it.

Sue thought I was having a difficult time at work and even suggested that I look for alternatives if the work stress got too much. I did seriously contemplate this option, as it has become too painful for me to continue seeing Kelly like that.

One day, I asked Kelly out for a long talk and told her how I felt about her, and what I was going through. She said she had long suspected that I liked her, but she would prefer to have me as a close friend, rather than to let romance or sex taint the friendship. She said she love the fact that she could talk to me about anything in the world without fear of being judged, and she wanted to keep it that way. This was major blow to me and I got even more "emo".

Perhaps it's my ego, or perhaps I was just in too deep. Despite Kelly making it clear to me that she wanted nothing more than friendship with me, I still craved for her attention. I still looked forward to every opportunity with her. By now, she has gotten in to a routine of partying late into the nights and she would sometimes ask me to go, especially if her girl-friends couldn't accompany her. On one of such occasions, I gave in to temptation and agreed to go. Perhaps I really just wanted to be with Kelly.

I told Sue that I'd be out with some of my guy friends for supper and told her not to wait up for me. I drove to pick her up (she had moved out to stay with a friend by then). My heart skipped a beat when I saw her. She was wearing a white tube top and a very short denim skirt that barely covered her crotch. She wore her "party" make-up with coloured contact lenses and she looked like a she stepped out of a horny guy's fantasy.

I stepped out and opened the door like a gentleman. I couldn’t' resist looking as she sat into the car. Her short skirt was hiked up as she spread her legs to get in and I caught a glimpse of her white panties. I also had a down-blouse view of her tube top, which she had revealed a generous amount of cleavage. Oh my gawd!! I almost hyper-ventilated.

"You wear like that … if I die of nose bleeding, how? … 杀人要偿命叻…" I said as I started to drive off.

She laughed "Not so serious ba …"

"Do you always dress like that when you're partying? … I'm worried, you know …"

"No la … only when I'm safe with company … like you …" she giggled.

We went to Clarke Quay, her favourite haunt. From how the bouncers all seem to know her, it's apparent that she was a regular (I wasn't surprised as she's a babe afterall). We chatted over some drinks at first, and later went down to the dance floor to dance. This was when I started to get a strange feeling about us. It seemed that the more I tried to get close to Kelly the more distant she felt from me. Even as I tried to hug her as we danced and to get physically close to her, the feeling of her trying to push away got stronger. I don't know how to explain this feeling properly in words, but I could feel it. Instead of enjoying a night with Kelly, I was overwhelmed with feelings of sadness and guilt by the end of the night. It felt like I was betraying her trust and I was destroying our friendship. I felt disgusted with myself and my behaviour. After I sent her home in the wee hours of that morning, I cried my heart out alone in my car. I'm not the sort guy to shed tears, but this time I really did. Perhaps I've finally come to realise that it's time to let go of Kelly … I told myself it's time to move on.

Just to share another song here … another one that touched my heart deeply - 好朋友只是好朋友 (http://youtu.be/FbLfwYkv7ZM) sang by 郁可唯 ...

好朋友只是朋友 还是朋友 不能够占有
好朋友疯狂以后 就一个人走 无所求
好朋友只是朋友 只能保留 一点点温柔
我知道什么时候回头 不打扰你的自由

After that night, Kelly and I seemed have to back off from each other. I guess we both needed some space. I've learnt the hard way that I should never have fallen for my best friend … 从无话不说变成无话可说是可悲的 ...

[residentgood]

Really great wow hats off bro

[Michael12Rock]

Really great wow hats off bro

Thanks for the support bro.

[Michael12Rock]

I tried various ways to take my mind off Kelly - re-starting my exercise regime, reconnecting with old friends, taking up golf etc - just to distract my mind. I even signed up for AFF and spent $300 on a Gold Membership to see if I could hook up with someone for ONS or better still if I could find a fuck buddy.

I was upfront with my AFF profile, indicating that I'm married. I was reluctant to put up a profile pic, but I described myself as an above average, decent looking guy, looking for a NSA relationship. There were many local ladies on AFF - in fact many were married - but I soon realised that many of them were either looking for Caucasians or for single men to fuck. I sent out several messages but got few replies. My inbox was mainly spams - girls who just wanted me to visit their porn site.

Despite the failures, I did manage to meet one lady, Pam, from AFF. She responded to my email and we chatted with each other over MSN. She's married and a mother of two. She told me that she's always been a horny girl and simply couldn't get enough. She got even hornier after the kids came and her hubby couldn't keep up. She wants it every day if she could and she even boasted that her hubby never had to jerk himself off ever since he was with her, as she would satisfy him anytime he wanted. And she meant it literally when she said anytime - even if the kids are awake, she'd leave them with her maid and lock themselves in the room to fuck her hubby's brains out! She's most horny after her period simply because she couldn't have sex for a week. She even told me that she got a fuck buddy before by chance. Apparently, this guy was so thick and long that she couldn't wrap her hand completely around his shaft and she couldn't swallow half his dick (don't know if she was exaggerating). She added that when he fucked her, she could feel her pussy really stretched (and that was after giving birth to two) and she couldn’t get enough of his monster dick. She'd be at his beck and call literally - anytime he messaged her to meet, and she would find herself wet between her legs in anticipation. He was the best fuck she ever had, but unfortunately the lustful relationship only lasted a couple of months. I was quite amazed at all these, as Sue was the total opposite.

After a few days of chatting online, we decided to meet. Perhaps it was our first meeting or perhaps I wasn't physically attracted to her, there wasn't much chemistry between us during dinner. We couldn't chat as freely as we did over MSN. I also realised that she’s a heavy smoker (she said the only time doesn't smoke is when her kids are around). Now, I have nothing against smokers. It’s just that I don’t smoke at all, and most of my friends are non-smokers. I was probably just not used to it. I drove us to a MSCP near her place after dinner (In fact, Pam gave me directions to the place!) and we started to make out in the car. She allowed me to pull off her panties and I went south. I was pleasantly surprised that she was smooth as a baby.

"Brazilian?" I asked and she nodded "Nice"

I liked what I saw and I eagerly dived in to have a taste. Her smooth pussy felt amazing, but what I didn't expect was her cunt juice had a strong smell of nicotine (I'm not kidding, it really did!) Not wanting seem like a wimp, I soldiered on and continued to paint her. She wasn't shy to moan loudly like a Japanese AV girl, which was quite a turn on. I stuck two fingers into her pussy and fingered her fast and furious. She just squirmed and moaned, running her fingers through my hair and pressing my head down hard between her legs. I almost suffocated.

Finally, as I came up for air, she said "I can't cum like that"

"So you want?" I took out a condom from my pocket.

Pam nodded and smiled.

"You'll have to do something for me first though." I kicked my pants off and sat back.

She understood what I meant and started licking the shaft of my bro, teasing my dickhead, before engulfing it into her mouth. She bobbed her head up and down my rod fervently and she could give one hell of a blowjob, vibrating her tongue on my frenulum like a vibrator. She's also the only girl who ever did deep-throating on me, and she could press her lips all the way down to the base of my shaft. Wow! I thought the "monster dick" guy must have trained her well.

"Damn … This feels so good … Can I cum in your mouth?!"

She waved a finger, signalling no way "Don't you dare leave me high and dry …"

With that she got up, sat back and spread her wide legs as an open invitation for me ...

[Michael12Rock]

I promptly capped myself and shoved my bro into her.

"Ahh … so rough …" she purred

"Sorry … I shouldn't have … "

"No … I like it rough …" she said with a lustful look.

Her hands were on my butt nudging me as I rammed her hard. She squirmed beneath me, but I pinned her down with my body, biting on her ear lobe.

"Ahh … harder …" she continued to nudge me to go faster.

Loud sounds of flesh slapping filled the car. Pam kept moaning, almost screaming literally. She threw her head back and closed her eyes, as she gyrated her hips in sync with my humping. Fucking at this kind of pace and given the stimulating blowjob earlier, I wasn't able to sustain very long and I probably lasted less than 5 minutes. I soon reached my climax and started to unload. I still tried to keep up the pumping, until I couldn't go on anymore.

"Sorry … I came too fast ..." I apologised.

"It's ok … I still enjoyed it … especially when you were painting me just now … Mmmmm ..." she smiled and stroked my cheek lovingly with her palm.

When I pulled out of her, there were already some cum leaking from the base of the condom. Oops, I hoped there wouldn't be any accident due to this. I quickly tied the condom, wrapping it up in a piece of tissue, and handed her a tissue to clean herself. We got dressed and tidied ourselves up before I sent her back.

"Do you think I'm too easy?" Pam asked unexpectedly as I drove her back.

"No … don’t say that ..."

"Ok … I had a good time … I hope you did too ..." she reached over and squeezed my bro as I drove.

"Yes, I did … must thank you for a wonderful evening"

She chuckled and directed me to drop her at a bus stop near her place. She pecked me on my cheek before stepping out of the car and waved goodbye.

As I drove back, I wound down my car window to dispel any lingering fragrance / smell in the car. As the cool evening air blew on my face, I reflected on the evening. Although such rendezvous was thrilling, but somehow I didn't fee good about what I had done. I'm not sure if it's because deep down I knew I shouldn't get involved with another man's wife.

Pam and I continued to chat over MSN for the next couple of weeks, but we didn't meet up since and our interest in each other waned over time. Perhaps I couldn't satisfy her like her previous FB or perhaps she has found another guy on AFF. In any case, it was fine with me.

My subsequent attempts on AFF were not very fruitful. Most ladies kept away after knowing that I'm married. I believe their main concern is to avoid unnecessary complications and I also wouldn't be able to spend time with them freely. But one lady I chatted with pointed out something correctly - my biggest disadvantage of being married is not having a place of my own (i.e. alone). Going to budget hotels would be risk being traced (IDs required) and doing it in the car is not the most uncomfortable option. I must agree that the ideal place for a romp is in the comfort of someone's home where both can peace of mind and be totally relaxed and uninhibited.

No wonder the expats get all the girls! Sigh …

[Michael12Rock]

Just realised that I got 1 power now ... Will start returning favours (1 humble point) to bros who have given me points earlier, as a token of thanks ... :)

[Michael12Rock]

With no success in AFF, I had almost given up hope on finding romance or a fling and I was resigned to my situation. But often life has this funny way of throwing surprises at you when you least expect it. It was during this period that I bumped into an old friend …

The train was more crowded that morning and the carriages were packed, despite some passengers alighting at my station. I was cursing under my breath as I stepped into the carriage. That was when I noticed this tall, slim lady with lovely, doey eyes, standing right by the train door. My heart literally skipped a beat. She looked so sweet and she reminded me of the "小护士" (冯媛甄) (http://img001.photo.21cn.com/photos/album/20090522/o/F1BC35251B5B9314C61F6538649B83F9.jpg) in a Taiwan variety show, albeit a slightly more mature version. She also reminded me of my ex-girlfriend in JC.

"Could she be Elaine?" I thought. If she was, she has definitely transformed into a babe.

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Elaine was my first real girlfriend (technically she's my second as I had a brief relationship with another girl before her). We were both 17 then, studying in the same JC but in different classes. A mutual friend of ours in her class told me that she was secretly fond of me. Elaine was a sweet girl, but I hadn’t really noticed her before then. She was a pleasant and sweet looking girl, but not one of those that would stand out in a crowd. She was probably a girl-next-door type, where one would grow to like her more over time. The friend set us up on a group outing subsequently with some of our friends and we hit it off surprisingly well. After the outing, I asked her out for movies and we started going out on dates.

On one of these dates, as we sat on the steps along the bank of Singapore River, I leaned over and kissed her. She surprised me by kissing me back and even stuck her little tongue into my mouth. That was the first frenchkiss of my life.

On another night, we went to a deserted beach at West Coast. We sat on the sand and kissed passionately. As we caressed each other, I laid her down and slipped my hand up her blouse. I pushed her bra up to reveal her boobs. I was excited to explore a girl's body for the first time and I thought her small boobs looked really cute. She tried to resist initially, but eventually succumbed to pleasure of me licking and sucking on her nipples. I got her so high that she turn me over onto my back and kissed me hard. Both my hands are now free to fondle her. We were both wearing jeans that night. She soon started to grind her crotch on my thigh. That’s when I knew she’s ready for more.

Unfortunately our rendezvous that night was disrupted when we heard some people coming our way. We straightened our clothes and hurried off.

Some time later, I found a day that I knew both my parents would be out for the whole day and I invited Elaine to my place (I used the same trick later on Sue. Hehe;)). She had probably guessed that I was up to no good that day, but still gladly came over. She wore a loose T-shirt that was off shoulder, and a pair of blue denim shorts. We watched TV in the living room and just chatted, but before long we started kissing and petting heavily. I once again reached into her T-shirt and removed her bra. She didn’t put up any resistance this time. It didn’t take long for her T-shirt to land on the floor. At last I had a good look at her topless. I showered her boobs with kisses and nibbles, together with lots of licking and sucking.

Getting her shorts off was more challenging. She clung on to her shorts and pleaded to me not to, as I tried to remove them. But as I kissed her and sucked on her boobs, her resistance waned and eventually relented. I managed to pull her cotton panties off while she enjoyed my tongue flicking on her erected nipples. My hands ventured into the forest between her legs, exploring the new territory. She moaned and purred as I touched her most sensitive spots.

I had never imagined Elaine - a “guai-loi”, girl-next-door type – could become so horny.

[Michael12Rock]

I carried her into my bedroom and laid her down on the bed. Working my way down slowly from her lips, neck, boobs (which elicited the most lustful moans), down to her bush. I nudged her legs open, spreading them wide. I took my time to look closely at her pussy. She was really shy and covered her face with a pillow. It was the first time that she had let any guy look at her down there. I could see drops of clear cunt juice flowing out of her honeypot. She was literally dripping wet.

I had read about licking a girl's pussy in Playboy / Penthouse magazines before and decided to try. I parted the lips of her pussy and gently kissed and licked her there. She looked down at me in disbelief. A trail of sticky cunt juice hung between my tongue and her clit as I pulled away for a breather.

"Eee … so dirty …" she protested, covering her face with her hands, but didn't stop me. She seemed to enjoy what I was doing.

The taste and the smell of her pussy was a new experience. As I licked her, she twitched and arched her back. I couldn’t believe how wet she got. Cunt juice flowed from her honeypot like a stream. A mix of her juice and my saliva formed big a wet patch on my bed.

I eagerly removed my own clothes and climbed on top of her on the bed. I kissed her hard and press my body onto hers. She wrapped arms and legs around me and held me tight. She then slipped one hand between us and reached for my bro, stroking it. I had never felt more excited.

My bro was already rock hard and Elaine pointed it to her lovehole. Instinctively, I moved my butt forward and my dickhead parted her cunt lips.

"Ahh …" She closed her eyes and bit her lips as the entire length of my bro eased into her.

I then started rocking my hip slowly, and she moaned into my mouth as I kissed her. I soon felt the urge to ejaculate and had to quickly remove my dick from her. In the midst of ecstasy, my mind was still clear enough to know that I shouldn't get her pregnant (we were only 17 then!!) I showed her how to masturbate me and I came in her hand. My cum shot pass her face onto the pillow, and caught her by surprise. I knew she was a virgin and asked her whether it hurt. She smiled and said it did hurt somewhat, but it was very “shiok” as well. I was glad that she enjoyed it as much as I did, and I was also very proud that I was no longer a virgin either. I decided that we had to get ourselves some condoms next time.

I could still vividly recall the scene when she shyly put on her baby-blue coloured bra and panties, but I pulled her to me and stripped her naked again. We kissed and petted heavily again on the bed. She then jerked me off with her hands for the second time that day.

She told me the next day that she found herself bleeding that night and I felt so sorry.

But that didn't stop me from making my next move. I found another day that I knew both my parents would be out and invited her to my place again after school. We didn’t waste any time this time round. After entering my room, I closed and locked the door. She put her arms around my neck and kissed me deeply. I reached around her and unzipped her school skirt, letting it drop to the floor. We kissed and fell onto my bed, with her on top of me. I unhooked her bra and pulled it out from under her school blouse, releasing her awaiting breasts. I reached under her blouse to grab her breasts and played with her nipples, as she french-kissed me. I unbuttoned her blouse which opened up, giving me unimpeded access to her soft mounts. She moaned in appreciation, as I took time to take each boob into my mouth and fondled them. I then pulled down her panties and fingered her. She moaned and rocked her butt in sync with my probing fingers. After a while, her vagina tensed up and gripped my fingers, as a small orgasm came over her.

Unsatisfied, she rolled over and pulled me on top of her. I straddled her while she quickly ripped off my school shirt, unbuckled my belt and unzipped me. She pulled out my bro, which was already making a huge bulge in my briefs, and stroked it. Her other hand fondled my balls. She was intrigued by the two balls that hung in the scrotum and rolled them around in her palm. This sent an incredible vibe up my whole body. I couldn’t wait any longer to enter her. I took out the condom that I stole from my parents' drawer.

I held up the condom in my hand to show her. She smiled and nodded coyly.

I quickly put the rubber on and plunged into her dripping wet pussy. She could easily let me in this time. We simply let ourselves go and just indulge fully in our love making session. Our minds and my bodies were overwhelmed by the sensation that is being released between our legs. I hooked her legs over my shoulder and I pounded her hard like a pile driver. She clawed helplessly on the pillow, moaning loudly. Then Elaine's body shuddered uncontrollably and her vagina clamped on my bro, milking it and triggering the onset of my climax. It felt wonderful that we came together and with me fully still inside her. I laid down on her body, exhausted but satisfied. Both my bro and her pussy were still pulsating from the orgasm. It was only after a while that we recovered and I pulled my dick out of her.

"So much ..." She joked about the amount of cum in the condom "You very horny ah? ..."

I laughed "Aren't you?" and I was punished with a pinch on my cheek for that.

Elaine snuggled up in my arms, nuzzling her face on my chest. Her wet pussy pressed on my thigh as she hugged me like a bolster. That was the first time that I held a girl to sleep on my bed naked.

[furritales]

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[Michael12Rock]

Clicked the *like* button ;)

Haha ... thanks for "liking" :)

[Michael12Rock]

Sadly, Elaine and I decided to split shortly after prom night. I was soon to be enlisted for NS, and she went away for her studies. We thought to it would be best to break with good memories. A long distance relationship wouldn't have worked out anyway.

The bitter sweet memories of our so called break-up sex remain vivid in my mind. I recalled we went for dinner at Changi Village and took a walk along Changi Beach after that. I didn’t intend to bonk her that night, as it was to be our last proper date to say goodbye. But after we settled down at a dark corner of the beach, we naturally started making out. One thing led to another and we ended up making sweet, sweet love to each other that night on the quiet beach. We were doing it raw and she let me cum inside her. It was one of the most memorable sex I ever had.

We thought we could still be friends but we never kept in touch. So I haven't met Elaine for almost two decades since, which is why I couldn't be entirely sure it was her. The lady on the train was wearing a white, crisply-pressed blouse with a tight office skirt – standard OL attire which I liked very much. At first glance, she’s on the skinny side (just like Elaine), but her sweet looks more than made up for it.

I stood next to her with my back against train door. I couldn’t help stealing glances at her and trying to muster the courage to approach her. She finally noticed me when we made eye contact.

"Are you Elaine?" I finally plucked up enough courage and took the opportunity to ask.

"Michael?"

"Yes!! … Haha … It's been so long … How have you been?"

"I'm good … Wow … So surprised to see you. You're one the few people that I met since I came back ..." She spoke with a hint of American accent.

"You were away?"

"Yea … it's a long story …"

The PA system announced the train's arrival at my destination station and our conversation was cut short. I was glad that we both alighted at the same stop. I had to transfer to another train, but she was leaving the station. So we exchanged contact and bid each other farewell. I said I hoped to catch up with her again. She smiled and asked me to call her. I was sure I would ...

I couldn’t take my mind off Elaine for the entire day. Every free moment that I had, my mind was filled with images of her. This may sound weird, but I couldn’t resist browsing for pictures of 冯媛甄 on the internet. I found a set of pictures that she took for a magazine shoot and boy they were really hot! Especially this one (http://cdn.gq.com.tw.s3-ap-northeast-1.amazonaws.com/userfiles/images_A1/6699/1899123045889961.jpg) with her in nothing but a pair of thongs looking back at the camera. OMG!! … *nosebleed* … I wished I could one day get Elaine to do this for real in person.

I must say I felt disappointed when I didn't see Elaine again in the train the following morning. I couldn't resist texting her the moment I got into office.

Me: [text] Hey Elaine. Micheal here. It was nice catching up with you yesterday.

Elaine: Hi Michael. Yes! It’s nice to meet an old friend again ... Busy at work?

Me: Now still lull period. It’ll start picking up soon. U?

Elaine: Not too bad. Wld need to run some errands for my boss.

Me: Hey, you want to have lunch?

Elaine: Today you mean?

Me: If you’re free …

Elaine: I’ll need to get some stuff for my boss later, not sure if I can be back in time for lunch … (Sianz … I thought gone case liao …)

Elaine: How about tmr? … my boss won’t be in, so can relax a bit. ;-)

Me: (brightened up) Great. Tmr it is then. What’s your lunch time?

Elaine: It’s flexible … 12.30 is usual

Me: Sounds gd. I’ll see you at 12.30 tmr then. Confirm details w u later.

Elaine: K. See you.

Oh yeah!! We arranged to meet at a ramen place in China Square the following day. As we chatted, we filled each other in on our lives since we parted. For her, after she finished her studies in the US, she decided she'd like to travel to see the world. And she thought what better way to do that than to be an air stewardess. So she got a job to fly with an international airline and that's where she met her husband who was also an air steward. But they had divorced recently and they have a 5 year old daughter who is under her custody. I didn't probe further on the reason for the divorce as I thought it was not appropriate. She returned to Singapore with her daughter after her divorce was settled and found her current job in a consultancy firm. They are staying by themselves with a domestic helper, not far from my place (just one train station away in fact). Not wanting to dwell too much on this, we then went on to reminiscent about our school days, updating each other on the status of our mutual friends and recalling the fun we had back in our school days.

We enjoyed our lunch so much that we overshot our lunch hour. I paid for the meal and I walked her back to her office. As I headed back to mine, the Whatsapp notification on my phone beeped …

Elaine: [text] Thks for lunch, Michael. I enjoyed myself.

Me: My pleasure. Hope we can lunch more often … (I was hoping for more than that)

Elaine: Sure. My treat next time … :-)

I can't wait for more ...

[watssupp]

Another good writer spotted...:) well done ts

[DevilTan4480]

well done TS. Excellent stories. I would like to up your points but I dunno how to do so..

[ja02amz]

Up my humble point bro. Thanks for sharing with us.

[Michael12Rock]

Another good writer spotted...:) well done ts

well done TS. Excellent stories. I would like to up your points but I dunno how to do so..

Thanks for reading :)

Up my humble point bro. Thanks for sharing with us.

Thanks. Appreciate it. Will try to return it soon.

[imaginative]

great writing:)

[Michael12Rock]

I told Kelly about Elaine over lunch the next day, just as a passing remark, but her reaction was unexpected.

"Does she know you're married?" she sounded upset.

"Yes. We talked about our current status briefly."

"I sense that you like her …"

"I don't know … she’s my ex … it’s in the past …"

"And what if she likes you?"

"So what?"

"So it's could get messy, Michael!!"

I wasn't sure why Kelly got all upset over this, but I have to admit it felt good that at least she's anxious about it. Ha!

I lunched with Elaine again the following week at Coffee Club at Raffles Place. She arrived earlier than me and had gotten a table for us. I noticed that she was wearing a white sleeveless wrap dress that had a pretty low neckline. She had clipped her fringe up and let the rest of her hair drape casually on her shoulder. The soft natural curls framed her face perfectly. She looked simply delicious. I wished I could have her for lunch instead.

This time we had opportunity to talk more about her divorce. Her marriage had lasted less than 5 years. She and her husband drifted apart due to the time spent away from each other. She had changed to a local job after her daughter was born, but her husband was still flying. The stress of managing a household and a young child weighed on her and she felt that her husband wasn't supportive at all. Invariably, quarrels started and tempers flew. Her husband eventually left for another woman and she too had found comfort in the arms of another man. Divorce was the natural course that followed. Her relationship with the other man didn't turn out well either. Because of this, she's has a rather cynical view on marriage and is not keen on entering another one. She returned to Singapore shortly after her divorce and she hasn't been actively looking since. Her life for now was primarily occupied by work and her daughter.

I was sympathetic. At the same time, I wondered why so many of my friends around me all seem to have divorced. Not wanting to dwell in her unpleasant past, I decided to change the topic.

"Hey, you wanna go jogging together this weekend?" I asked, knowing that she's an avid jogger.

"Sure … Where?" She replied as she took another bite from her salad

"Hmm … How about East Coast?"

Elaine raised an eyebrow "Do you go there often? It’s quite far from your place right?"

"Yea … You’re right …" Sheepish that I was caught. "… I don’t go there often. But it’s the best place I can think of for a nice jog." I grinned widely and she laughed at my comic, cheeky look.

"How about near my place then? I’ll take you on my usual jogging route. It’s an easy 3-km and we can go for breakfast after that."

"Sounds great!" I was obviously pleased and she chuckled.

I walked her back to her office again after lunch. There were several opportunities for me to check her out top to toe. It was especially appealing, when I stood behind her on an escalator. Her hemline barely reached mid-thigh. From the back, her long, slim legs seem to run endlessly up her dress. Her 3-inch heels further accentuated the slenderness of her legs. I’ve always held the view that lady runners have the sexiest legs. The most alluring part was that I could blatantly admire her firm, perky butt that was right in front of me. The outline of a pair of thongs could be seen through the material and I could vaguely make out the colour of the undergarment – blue. The waistband of the tiny undergarment merged into a small triangle which then tapered and disappeared between her butt cheeks. My hard-on was inevitable. Why couldn’t they make escalators longer?! …

As we came out from the exit on the ground level, a strong gust of wind blew out of nowhere. She was holding her purse in one hand and keeping her hair out of her face with the other. But she didn't expect her wrap dress to open up in the front and lift up like a parachute. I got a good view of her long, slender legs, which was exposed all the way to the top of her thighs. Though it was unintentional, it was so sexy. OMG!!

"Oops! That was unexpected …" Elaine quickly gathered her dress

"Nice! …" I quipped, tongue in cheek.

She slapped me on my shoulder and gave me an accusing glare "Hey … what did you see?"

I shrugged my shoulders and gave her a cheeky look.

She thought for a while "I think you’re bluffing … so what colour am I wearing?"

I was surprised by the retort and laughed. "You’re so smart …"

"Haha … I called your bluff right?"

"Blue …"

"What?"

"You asked me what colour … It’s blue …"

She thought for a moment and looked into her dress (it was quite comical in fact)

"Gosh!! You really saw …" Her face was blushing bright red. I laughed even harder now.

"Sorry … I don't mean to tease you … and I'm not being a pervert ... It just reminded me of our past …"

She didn't respond to that, but blushed even redder. Somehow, I sensed that some of the feelings between us were rekindled.

As we reached her office lobby, Elaine touched me on my arm "Thanks for walking me back … see you on Saturday … " then she stepped through the glass door of her office building lobby and looked back with the sweetest smile and waved goodbye. My heart fluttered.

[the_e_ones]

Bro Michael12Rock, first there was the spa lady... then Sue... Kelly came along... followed by Pam... and now Elaine...

I like the way you panned out your stories... upped you my humble points for a good read... do continue... :cool:

[kongo95]

waiting for more!!

[Michael12Rock]

Bro Michael12Rock, first there was the spa lady... then Sue... Kelly came along... followed by Pam... and now Elaine...

I like the way you panned out your stories... upped you my humble points for a good read... do continue... :cool:

Thanks for the support and the points. Appreciate it.

I totally agree with the quote in your signature ... so true ...
在错的时候遇到对的人, 是遗憾;
在对的时候遇到错的人, 是错爱;
在错的时候遇到错的人, 是幸运;
在对的时候遇到对的人, 是幸福.

waiting for more!!

Thanks for reading bro. Work has been crazy for the past couple of weeks. Posting the next installment in a bit ...

[Michael12Rock]

Sweet and sexy images of Elaine were etched in my mind for the rest of the week. All I could do was to jerk myself off at night thinking of her.

I even fantasised about fucking BOTH Elaine and Kelly in a passionate threesome. In these fantasies, Elaine would be sucking on my bro as Kelly licks my balls. Then, Kelly would sit on my face, grinding her pussy into my mouth, while Elaine rides me like a cowgirl. The girls would be locked in a frenchkiss – lesbian style – rubbing and squeezing each other’s tits. The finale would be the girls tangled in a 69 position eating each other out. With Kelly on top of Elaine, I’d fuck Kelly’s ass until I cum inside (I guess I couldn't get the anal sex episode out of my mind). Cum would ooze out of her butt hole and Elaine would be gladly licking it up as it drips down to Kelly's pussy. It’s kind of perverted I know. And it's really quite impossible, but it would be damn groovy if it happened! … Think I’ve been watching too much porn …

Came Saturday morning, I left home for my usual jog when the family was still asleep. The difference was I drove to Elaine’s place instead of the usual reservoir that I frequent. We had arranged to meet at a park near her place. Elaine wore a white singlet over a pink sports bra, with pink running shorts. Her hair was tied into a ponytail, which made her look so much sweeter than she already is. We did a bit of stretching to warm up. As her shorts were just long enough to cover her bums, her butt cheeks played peek-a-boo when she bent over to stretch her hamstring. All my fantasies of fucking Elaine were flashing through my mind. The resulting hard-on in my loose running shorts was pretty hard to conceal as it was making a tent in my shorts. Fortunately, Elaine didn’t seem to have noticed ... or perhaps she did.

It was an easy jog like Elaine said. We ran side by side much of the way in the park. We could still chit-chat as we went along, as we kept a leisurely pace. Where the path narrowed, I’d let her go ahead and I was glad that I could again admire her from behind. There’s something alluring about a lady runner – how her body moves, how her butt sways with each step. Perspirations were causing her wet outfit to stick on her body, clearly revealing her figure and the outline of her sports bra. Though Elaine may not be busty, her buns were really nice and perky.

We made it back to our start point in good time. Her face was flushed from the exercise and she had a healthy glow. I imagined this would be how she might look after a round of good hard sex (another hard on was inevitable). After some rest, we walked to a nearby coffee shop for breakfast side by side, arms touching. We enjoyed our chat over pratas and kopi-gau (we both love our coffee in the traditional kopitiam style). I didn't want to part with her, but I knew I couldn't take too long. So I walked her back to her block.

"I suppose I should get going now …" I said, with a hint of reluctance.

"Sure … I enjoyed the jog …"

"Me too …"

She was about to walk to her lift when I suddenly had this impulse and led her behind a wall. My heart was thumping madly as I pulled her closer to me and leaned over to kiss her softly on her lips. She was caught by surprise, but she didn’t pull away. Her lips tasted so sweet to me and she parted them slightly, just enough for the tips of our tongue to tease each other a little. I was electrified. We hugged each other close and I was sure she could feel my swollen dick pressing against her body. Elaine blushed and smiled after we broke our kiss.

"Drive safely, K?" she said, before turning towards the lift lobby.

I was on cloud nine for the rest of the day, until I got an urgent call from my boss. A colleague who was supposed to fly to Hong Kong for a client meeting in the following week had to take urgent leave, and I had to stand in as I was most familiar with the project and the issues, apart from him. I was hoping to arrange to meet Elaine again but it seemed like I had to postpone my plans.

During the quiet moments of the trip, I would sometimes still feel sad thinking of Kelly. Whenever that happens, the thoughts of Elaine would make me smile again. That helped me to forget all that I went through over the past few months, and I felt that I could finally start to let go and move on.

It was a good thing that there was cheap Wifi connection available at the hotel that I was putting up at. I could still chat with Elaine through text on my phone every evening after I’m done for the day. It was the usual banter and jokes with her and telling each other about our day. Then, late one evening after a long dinner engagement, perhaps I was beginning to feel homesick (or lovesick rather) …

Me: [text] Hey darling … Still up?

Elaine: Hey handsome … yup … how was your day?

Me: I missed you …

Elaine: I missed you too … :-)

I was pleased to see that reply … very pleased …

Elaine: Just came back from an evening jog … Don’t know why, but I just kept thinking of you the whole time …

Me: What were you thinking?

Elaine: Your kiss … Hee … ;-)

Me: (YESSSS!!!!!) … You can have more of that when I’m back … ; )

Elaine: Mmm … You’re tempting me …

Me: Oh I have much more to offer, you know … Haha

Elaine: Haha … Come back quick then …

Me: I’ll fly back now if I could …

Elaine: I wish you could too …

We went on to chat and flirt with each other for the next hour. The sexual tension seemed to rise with each text message.

Elaine: It’s getting late … you should get some rest

Me: You too .. sweet dreams …

Elaine: Dream of me?

Me: Of course …

Elaine: Make it a wet one … Haha

Me: Definitely!!

Elaine: Nite, darling … *muacks* ;-)

I went to sleep that night feeling a sense of bliss, after jerking myself off to a fantasy of Elaine and me engaging in the hottest sex … OMG, I’m love-crazy!!

[Michael12Rock]

I was eager to see Elaine again after returning from my trip, and made plans for dinner.

It felt like having our first date all over again, when I drove to pick her up. The adrenaline rush from the anxiety and anticipation of how the evening would turn out caused my heart to beat doubly hard and my throat was dry. Finally, as Elaine emerged from her block, I could feel my heart melt. She was wearing a simple sleeveless black dress, buttoned down the front. The satin dress was about knee-length, and she matched it with a nice pair of black heels and black Gucci clutch bag. The dress flowed in the breeze and she swept her hair to one side away from the wind. Her makeup was heavier than usual and she looked simply elegant.

I made reservations at a nice quiet beachside restaurant in the east. We had steaks and some wine. The atmosphere was light and easy and we enjoyed each other’s company - just like the good old days when we were together. We chatted casually about practically everything that could be said about our lives. One topic led to another and we started talking about things that were more personal. She shared that she loves the feeling of being naked, cos she likes the feeling of freedom it brings. Clothes, especially undergarments, are a form of restriction to her. She would be naked in the house if she was alone at home. Sleeping in the buff is almost natural for her. When she feels like it, she would even go to office without any underwear under her slick-looking office suit sometimes – no bra, no panties.

“Hmm … so now are you … Err … wearing … Hmm …”

That made her chuckle “It wouldn’t make any different to you, would it?” she said in a shy, yet flirty way.

I laughed along, trying to decipher what she meant “Well … I guess it could make the evening more … interesting …”

She was blushing both from the conversation and the alcohol, and it made her look even more attractive and appealing.

After we finished up our desserts and the bottle of wine, Elaine excused herself to go to the ladies. I foot the bill for the meal and waited at the restaurant exit for her. We took a walk along the quiet park and placed my arm around her waist. She didn't object and leaned into me. That felt really nice. I then casually let my hand slip down from her waist to her ass. It didn't occur immediately to me that her butt felt bare - no panty lines (Hmm …). As we walked into the shadows, I took the opportunity to pull her face to mine and we kissed deeply in the evening breeze.

The beach was dark and quiet at that time of the evening. We settled into a secluded part of the beach below a palm tree. I sat her between my legs and embraced her in my arms. Her body melted into mine. It was so natural that, when she turned her head to me, we kissed. Words were unnecessary. We simply enjoyed the warmth of our closeness and tasting each other's lips.

Our tongues did a little dance as they got acquainted again. I felt amazing when she sucked my tongue into her mouth. My hands started wondering and she allowed me. I removed a few buttons at the front of her long dress and slipped a hand in. She moaned into my mouth as I pushed away her bra to cup one of her breasts and flicked on her hardened nipple. We repositioned ourselves and I then opened the front of her dress fully and savoured her mounts. She held my head to her boobs and threw her head back, arching her body.

"You're still as sensitive" I teased her in between kisses.

"You still remember ..." she sighed.

"I’ve never forgotten …"

"Then do you remember what effect this has on me?" I couldn’t see her face clearly in the dark, but I can imagine her CFM look at that point. Oh man!

My hand slipped between her smooth long legs and disappeared under her dress, sliding slowly up her thigh. Her legs parted voluntarily and I was welcomed by a dripping wet pussy. My guess correctly - she was panty-less.

"So you weren't wearing ..." I teased her.

"I was ... but you wanted the evening to be more interesting, didn't you ..." she said in a sultry way.

That sent my testosterone into overdrive. I traced my finger along the lips. She responded by opening her legs even wider and moving her pelvis in response to my hand. I gathered some of her juice on my fingertip and traced the inner folds of her lybia to her clit. The initial contact with her clit sent a jolt through her body. She clung on to me and frenchkissed me deeply as I began circling and flicking on the swollen protrusion. Her body soon stiffened in my arms and she erupted into an orgasm. She clamped her legs together tightly as her body spasmed. Hugging her, I allowed her to recover.

Then with another deep kiss, she said "That was nice ..."

"Shall we get back to the car?" I suggested as mosquitoes were starting to become a nuisance.

I had deliberately parked at a secluded lot furthest away from the restaurant. When we got into the back seat of the car, I pressed my body on top her and again kissed her deeply. She kissed me back just as hard. Again my hands roamed her body. With her bra removed from just now, I could feel her hardened nipples through her dress. Once again, she started purring as I rubbed and tickled her tits.

She put her arms around my neck and wrapped her slim legs around me. Her dress retreated up her thighs, exposing all of her firm butt cheeks. I pressed my crotch onto her pussy, which was fully exposed and accessible to me. I took out a condom that I had prepared in the car and showed her.

"Ok?"

She didn't say anything, but simply unzipped my pants and freed my dick from its confines. I quickly capped myself and she guided my dick into her waiting pussy. Almost instinctively, there was some resistance initially.

"Sorry. It's been a while since I … just be gentle, k?"

She let out a lustful moan as my dickhead pushed through her hole. From there, I could slide easily inside her as she was already dripping wet. To be gentle with her, I went in slowly and deeply. So deep that she gasped and let out another long soft moan. She wrapped her arms and legs even tighter around, pushing me in deeper still. My dick was feeling the warmth and wetness of her vagina walls and it was sensational. We enjoyed the sensation for a while as I remained deep inside her. Then, I gently moved my butt back and forth in a slow rhythmic pace, with long deep strokes. I wasn't able to hold my cum very long under that situation and I could feel my climax building up quickly.

"I'm cumming …" I said with a grunt.

"Ahh … Just ... Ahh … little … Mmm … more … Ahhh …"

That didn't help, as it got me even more excited and I immediately exploded. But I kept up the momentum after cumming. She was clawing the leather car seat, until she threw her head back and her vagina started clamping on my bro. It felt amazing!

She breathed heavily as she tried to catch her breath. I stopped, with my stiff rod still throbbing inside her, to let her recover.

“Mmm ...” Elaine purred.

"There's more where that came from …"

She laughed "I'll save it for later."

"Of course. Anytime." I was very pleased by what she said. Yes! There will definitely be more ... later

[residentgood]

wow bro I wish could write like you.your story so good read it 2x,I have couple of sex experience but only massage parlours during school days.:)

[Michael12Rock]

wow bro I wish could write like you.your story so good read it 2x,I have couple of sex experience but only massage parlours during school days.:)

Thanks for the encouragement bro! ... :)

In the busy-ness of work, I seem to be losing the momentum to write. Perhaps the initial frustration when I started the thread has faded somewhat ...

Had a good break over the long weekend neverthless. Will be posting the nest installment shortly.

[Michael12Rock]

Elaine and I became regular jogging buddies … and occasional fuck buddies too. And it was perfect. She doesn't demand much of my time. We would "hang out" together as and when opportunity arises and time permits. We fully understand each other's constraints and we'd work around them.

I would look forward to occasional days when I get to use the car for work, as I would make arrangements to pick her up and send her to work. She'd buy McDonalds breakfast and wait for me at the drive-thru near her place. We'd drive to her office basement car park to enjoy some "private conversations". She’d usually get a dose of proteins to supplement the breakfast, before she goes off to work. I would usually try to pick her up from work too, so that we could continue the “private conversations". There was once when we drove to one of the quiet car parks at the Gardens by the Bay so that my bro and her pussy can catch up with each other.

Elaine knows about Sue, but I didn't tell her about Kelly. Perhaps it’s because I was using Elaine to forget her. Elaine is still the same mature, understanding and loveable girl whom I knew and loved so many years ago. I say this because of a conversation we had one evening, as we jogged through the same park near her place.

"Hey Michael ... Does Sue know that you're out with me?" Elaine asked as we were walking back from the park after finishing our jog.

"No."

"Does she know anything about me?"

"She doesn't know much about you ... not even our past … and I intend to keep it that way."

"I've been thinking, Michael ... You're nice man … and a good father … and I know you're good to me … but I would feel bad if I screw up your marriage … you know what I mean?"

My heart sunk. It's a topic that I've been avoiding.

"I know … but like I told you … it's not exactly fantastic to begin with …"

Elaine kept silent for a while.

"Hey … don't worry … it's not like I'm going to divorce … I will still sustain the marriage … at least for the kids' sake ..."

"Okay … I'm glad we got that cleared … I trust that you know what you're doing ..."

"Don't worry … I know what I'm doing ..."

We were near the MSCP where I parked and I decided to make a detour.

"Where are we going?" she asked.

I didn't answer and just led her up to the staircase to the roof deck. From the times that I parked there, I've observed that no one parks at roof deck usually. Reaching the roof, I sat down at the top of the steps and sat her on me, straddling my lap. I pulled her face to mine and kissed her deeply. Her body responded and she hugged me close, our sweaty bodies entangled.

"You horny boy ..." she giggled, between our tender kisses.

Her pussy felt warm through the thin materials of our running shorts, as she grinded her pelvis on my hardened rod. I soon realised that she had nothing else covering her pussy apart from the thin, flimsy built-in lining of the running shorts!

We couldn't get enough of kissing each other. Even as we pulled our shorts aside and my bro slipped into her, our lips remained latched. She moaned softly into my mouth as my bro popped through the entrance of her love canal. I have not had raw sex since the kids arrived and I've almost forgotten how amazing it felt. She let out another lustful moan when I reached the deepest part of her. Finally, she broke our kiss and started riding me. We knew we had to be quick in case someone comes through the stairs unexpectedly and witness our tryst in public … and we wouldn't want to be the next sex-sensation in the media!

I figured the steps were not very clean for her to sit on, so I got her to stand, holding the railings, and bent her over. She understood what I had in mind and stuck her ass out for me. I got down and pulled her loose running shorts to one side. With one leg on the top step and the other a couple of steps down, her pussy was opened like a freshly bloomed flower and I lapped on the dripping honeypot like a dog. Having just finished a jog, there was a flavour of salty and rawness in addition to the usual taste of her juice. She moaned softly and tried to keep her knees from buckling.

"I can't take it already ..." she purred after a while "… you want to come to my place?"

"But your girl and maid is at home ..." I was still giving her clit a mini-blowjob, sucking gently on the little swollen protrution.

"Mmm …" she moaned and wriggled her butt, begging.

I didn't actually planned to fuck Elaine that evening, but this was getting incredibly exciting, figuring that we could have a quickie right there. Furthermore we're were still fully clothed in our running gear and we could just run if someone were to come by our way. I stood up, pulled my bro out from under one side of the shorts, and mounted her from behind. Her moans were louder this time and she bit on her lips to control. I humped her like a beast in heat and it didn't take very long before I felt the need to explode. I pulled out just in time to ejaculate between her legs onto the steps below. She turned around and french-kissed me passionately again, pressing her wet crotch on my thigh. I guessed she might not have cum just now, so I sat her down on my lap with her legs spread and stuffed two fingers up her pussy. She nuzzled her face in my neck as I fingered her. Her arms held me tight as she began to climax, eventually erupting into an uncontrollable spasm. I didn't stop until I felt her body slowly relaxing and melting in my arms.

We continued to kiss and cuddle for a while, but we knew we had to go soon as it was late. We both had difficulty going down the stairs as our knees felt week.

I got home later than usual that evening. Sue and the kids were already getting ready for bed. I just told her that I had decided to take a longer route that night. I could still feel the tingling in my groin as I showered. My bro grew hard again as I rubbed myself with soap thinking of Elaine and I came again in the shower with a mental replay of the gratification I had earlier.

[Michael12Rock]

Some time later, I was called up for my annual ICT. I would usually be grumbling about the disruption it would cause to my work, but this ICT was a "good" one as the training programme allowed many opportunities for night-offs. I also realised that it presented the perfect alibi for me, as Sue would expect that I would be required to stay in camp.

We were already allowed to go for night-off on the first day of the ICT and I promptly arranged to meet Elaine for dinner and movie (in NS language: Ho sei la! … mai tu liao!!). It felt great as we didn't have to worry about time. I knew she was a fan of Tom Cruise, so she was glad that I bought tickets for MI4. There weren't many people in the cinema as it was a weeknight and we sat at back row corner seats. As the lights dimmed, we put away the arm rest between us and Elaine cuddled up with me in the lover's seat. We kissed tenderly, teasing each other's lips and tongue. Naturally, my hands found their way under her blouse and un-clipped her bra. Her chest heaved as I fiddled and flicked her sensitive, hardened nipples. I then started to push her skirt up in search of the treasures underneath. She only giggled and said "Uh-uh… not now ..."

"Why? … shy ah?"

"Nope..."

"Then?"

"Well, unless you want blood your hands ..."

"Oh..." I understood what she meant, and I probably muttered a swear word in my mind out of disappointment.

"It's just a bit … it'll probably be over by tomorrow … can wait?"

"Haha … Ok … No worries … It's nice enough to be able to just catch a movie with you"

"I can always make it better for you …" She said with a naughty, teasing tone.

She unzipped my jeans and pulled out my bro, tucking my underwear below my balls. The waistband together with the zipper felt like a cock-ring, constricting the blood flow around the base of my shaft. My already erected dick became engorged and my dickhead was like a mushroom.

"So big …" she giggled. "You are a horny thing aren't you …"

Elaine took the rod into her mouth, stroking the base of my bro with one hand and rolling my balls in the palm of the other. She didn't bob her head very much but just cleverly stimulated my dickhead with her tongue and sucked on it like a Chupa-chup lollipop. In the shadows, no one could see her head bobbing. The warmth of her mouth and her hands contrasted with the cold air-conditioning and doing this in a cinema added to the thrill. I was in heaven once again.

I didn't try to control and just let the sensations build up between my legs. I soon reached my climax and my body started to tense. I groaned and mumbled "I'm cumming …" and squeezed her arm. I wasn't sure if she got my signals, but she continued to suck on my bro. With a few more sucks, I started to unload into her mouth. I was pleasantly surprised that she didn't pull away. Being at ICT, I haven't jerked off for a couple of days already and I was just pumping loads and loads of cum into her mouth. But she just kept her mouth sealed around my dickhead, sucking on it, and continued to milk my shaft with her hand. Only after the last of my spasm was over and my body relaxed, did she finally released my bro from her mouth.

"Nice?" She sat up in her seat, with a victorious smile.

"Absolutely!" I leaned over to kiss her. I smelled my own cum in her mouth.

"You should try eating more fruits"

"Why?"

"Some say it'll make your cum sweeter"

"How does mine taste?"

"Salty"

I laughed "You like?"

"Not bad … Think can I'll grow to enjoy your flavour ..."

I pulled her to me and kissed her deeply. I put my arms around her and she cuddled up to me as we watched the show. Half way through while Tom Cruise and gang was running around dodging his enemies in Dubai, I fell fast asleep. I was only woken up by a kiss on my cheek and a whisper in my ear "Time to wake up. Show's over."

Still blur, I muttered "Oh … I'm sorry … Didn't realise that I was knocked out"

"It's ok. I know you're tired from training"

We went for supper at Newton Circus, before I sent her home. As it was very late, she allowed me to walk her to her door. Just before closing her gate, she pecked me on my lips "Nite ... Drive safely, k?"

I was filled with a warm fuzzy feeling "I will … Nite ..."

As it was already past mid-night, I couldn't return to camp. I couldn't go home either as it would "picha lobang". So instead, I drove to a multi-storey car park near my camp to take a nap. It's only a few hours to book-in time anyway, I figured.

When Elaine found out the next day that I had slept in the car, she felt so sorry for me.

Elaine: [Text] Why didn't you tell me? I thought you'd be going home or back to camp?

It took a bit of effort to explain myself with the limitations of SMS, but she got the idea eventually.

Elaine: Then you could have stayed over at my place.

Me: Not convenient ba … your kid is around …

Elaine: She sleeps by 9, with the maid … I can sneak you in after that … ;-)

Me: Haha … Naughty mama …

Elaine: That's your fantasy right? LOL

Me: Definitely … MILF ranks highly in my list of fantasies … Haha

Elaine: What's MILF?

Me: You don't know?

Elaine: No … what is it?

Me: Moms I'd Like to Fuck … LOL

Elaine: Hahahaha … and I should take it as a compliment?!

Me: Definitely ...

Elaine: LOL … Thanks, I guess … Are you coming out tonight?

Me: Most likely can. Shall we meet?

Elaine: Of course dear.

Unfortunately, the afternoon training overran and dragged on till after dinner. By the time, we could be released from camp it was almost 9.30 at night.

Me: I can come out now. But quite late leh ... You still want to meet? … Don't want you to be too tired … You still got to work tomorrow.

Elaine: Why don't you just come straight to my place?

Me: Really? Ok. Cool …

To save time, I didn't even bother to shower or change out of my uniform, and headed straight for Elaine's place.

I texted her as I reached her door, not wanting to wake anyone by knocking or ringing the doorbell. My heart skipped as she opened the door and gate for me. She was only wearing an oversized T-shirt, with the hem barely covering her crotch. Her hair was wet and she looked like she just had a shower.

"Ooh … uniform …" she quipped. "Are you trying to seduce me?"

"Is it working?" I laughed softly.

She pulled my face to her and kissed me "Yesssss …...."

[Michael12Rock]

She told me not to bother with removing my boots and then led me into the master bedroom. After closing the door behind her, I heard an audible click of the door lock. I smiled and pressed her to the door. The room was so sexually charged at that moment. We both knew we wanted each other, there and then. I grabbed the hem of her T-shirt and stripped her of it. She wasn't wearing anything else. In one gesture, she was completely naked in front of me.

I wanted to savour the moment and took a good look at her. Her breasts weren't big, but proportionate to her small frame. Her tummy was flat as a washboard, despite having given birth. Her best assets were without doubt her long slim legs and perky firm butt. I couldn't help but to hold her in my arms again to caress her, with our lips locked, I then swept her off her feet and carried her to the bed.

I laid her down on the bed and we continued kissing tenderly. With me crouching over her, she began unbuttoning my No 4 and pulled it off my shoulder. Her hand reached between my legs and groped my erected bro through my army slacks. She then adjusted her position and latched on to my nipples. Vibes shot down to my loins as she flicked and sucked on the little protrusions. I groaned and my bro twitched involuntarily in her hand.

"You seem to like this"

"Yes … It's nice"

"Good" She giggled and continued. It was driving me wild.

"I stink" I became conscious that I hadn't showered.

"You smell manly"

"Shall I go wash up first? Before I lose control of myself …"

"I’ll wash you."

Cool, I thought. This is getting better every minute. She made sure that the water temperature was just nice before calling me into the shower cubicle. From head to toe, she washed and soaped me and scrubbed my back. I missed this feeling such tender loving care. And of course she took extra care and time to "wash" my bro and my balls, and even my ass (Hmm, what was she thinking).

"Sorry. I need to pee" I said and wanted to go to the toilet bowl outside the shower cubicle.

"No need la … just do it here" she insisted and held my dick pointing at the bathroom wall.

It was kind of difficult to pee with a hard on, but I did so. An arch of golden stream hit the wall and flowed down onto the floor.

"You haven't been drinking enough water huh?"

"Maybe … Think its also the weather ba"

"I'll make some liang teh for you next time, k?" she pecked me on the lips as she said that. I was overjoyed.

After she was done washing me, I took the showerhead from her and started washing her as well, cos some soap had gotten onto her body. I took the chance to hold her back to my chest and spread her legs. Then I pointed the shower head at her pussy. She squirmed and moaned.

"That's nice …" she purred "Does it work for you as well?"

She then took over the showerhead and did the same for me, pointing the warm jets of water on the underside of my balls and shaft. An amazing sensation shot through my body and I opened my legs even wider. Elaine then got down and sucked my throbbing dick as the water continued to tickle my balls. My knees almost caved in.

That was only a prelude. We dried ourselves and I carried her to the bed with her arms and legs wrapped around my neck and waist, my bro positioned precariously close to her pussy. I sat her down at the edge of her bed and got to work between her legs. She had a full length mirror positioned such that she could see herself being licked in the reflection. It is the same mirror that I would later get to see myself eating her pussy when we moved into a 69 position. Her cum juice mixed with my saliva just flowed down the crack of her ass, forming a large wet patch on her bed sheet.

"Can you put on your uniform again for me?" She purred as she moved beside me hugging me tight.

"You like ah?"

"Yessss …. Can?" She purred again.

"Of course …"

I got up and put on my green pixelated slacks, without my underwear. Just as I slipped on my top, she slipped her arms under my No 4 and hugged me tight. Her breast pressed hard on my bare chest. Then with our mouths locked, she unbutton my fly and pulled out my bro. She then sat down at the edge of her bed and nudged me towards her with my bro and balls sticking out like a pistol. It felt damn erotic. She licked the bottom of my scrotum and sucked each ball into her mouth, one after another. My bro was throbbing away and dripping pre-cum. She licked the bottom of my shaft up to my dickhead, licking up the drops of clear pre-cum formed at the tip.

"I like how you taste"

"If you keep this up, you might just have a full taste of it, you know"

"I'd like that actually … but not now … I want your cum somewhere else"

She laid back on her elbows and spread her legs wide, propping her feet at the edge of the bed forming a letter "M". Her lips parted, revealing the juicy pink flesh within.

"I'll go get rubber ..." I tried to get up, only to be pulled back down by Elaine.

"No …" She held my bro in her hand, refusing to let me go.

"You sure?"

"Yes …" She tugged on my bro, pointing it to her pussy and opened her legs wider.

Oh my … oh my … there was no way I could have said no to that. I knew it's her safe period, but I never thought she'd want to do it raw. I was thrilled with anticipation as I positioned myself over her and pointed my bro to her wet entrance. Unlike the previous time at the carpark stairs, I could take my time to savour the moment. As my bro sank deeper and deeper into her, the skin-to-skin contact, the warmth, the wetness, the softness inside her. We shared the most intimate connection possible between two persons. Our bodies were fused together, our emotions enmeshed. There was nothing between us and we were ONE. Like two pieces of jigsaw that fitted perfectly together, completing the most beautiful picture … I believe she felt the same too. She moaned as the craving between her legs was fulfilled when my entire shaft was sheathed inside her and the base of my rod pressed against her clit. We were both overwhelmed. Kissing passionately, she wrapped her arms and legs around me, as if never to let me go ever again.

"Baby … Make love to me …" she whispered in my ear.

I rocked my hips slowly and with strokes using the full length of my rod. She then nudged my butt to go faster. I picked up speed and settled in to a comfortable rhythm. She moaned and groaned. I could feel her body tense up and quicken my pace. Her moaning got louder and quicker too.

"Tell me when you're cumming..."

"I'm cummmmming!!!"

Just then, I felt her nails clawing my back and every muscle in her body was wounded up like a spring. The feeling in my crotch was also building up to a climax and I could just burst anytime. In a moment of explosion, she let out a cry "Ahhhhh …..!!!!", her body twitched uncontrollably and I could feel her pussy clamping on my bro, milking it. With a few more strokes and a grunt, my floodgate opened and just pumped and pumped endlessly into her. It felt like forever.

[Michael12Rock]

I met up with Elaine as much as I could during the ICT. It felt almost unbearable even after one day of not meeting with her. I recall on a Thursday night when we were outfield all-day and training ended really late. I immediately texted her the moment I settled down into my bunk after a quick shower.

Me: [text] Hey darling … I’m back in camp … what are you doing?

Elaine: Missing you lor …

Me: Awwww … so sweet … are you horny thinking of me? Hee hee

Elaine: YESSSS!!!

Me: Haha … Wish I'm with you right now …

Elaine: Can’t wait for tomorrow …

Me: Me too …

Elaine had arranged for her girl and her maid to stay over at her mother’s place over the weekend. It’s something she’d do once in a while for the grandma to spend time with her granddaughter, only this time there was an ulterior purpose. Elaine and I would have the whole house to ourselves from Friday evening. I had told Sue that I would be in camp till Saturday evening and would probably only be back just before dinner. This meant that Elaine and I would have Friday evening and the most of Saturday to ourselves. Once our date was set, we couldn’t wait.

Elaine: So now it's just me and my trusty finger …

Me: Ooh … horny girl …

Elaine: Hee … that's why text so slow … one hand only … can’t concentrate

Me: You make wanna come over and give it to you this instant …

Elaine: Yes please … This is so frustrating … finger too small … wish I can have something thicker …

Me: Oh man … cock teaser … I’ll make you cum until you beg me to stop tomorrow …

Elaine: Haha … Promise?

Me: For sure …

We got to book out on Friday night for the weekend, which was a bonus. Elaine and I met up after she settled her girl and maid. We spent a romantic evening – dinner at Robertson Quay, romantic stroll down along the river, kissing her in the middle of Alkaff bridge overlooking Singapore River. We couldn’t keep our hands to ourselves. She’d be rubbing my crotch and mine would be all over her. This time, she was underwear-less under her little black halter top dress. Her halter-top made it easy for me to slip my hand in to caress her boobs and play with her tits. The sexual tension so high that there was no need for any further foreplay by the time we reached her place. We started ripping each other’s clothes off even before she could close the gate and front door properly. We didn’t make it to the bedroom and fell into the living room sofa. It felt so intense that I couldn’t hold it for long. Just as I was about to cum, I pulled out of her and stuffed my bro into her mouth. She gladly started sucking on it as I stroked my shaft to pump my load into her waiting mouth. Satisfying.

After some rest, we cleaned up and took a shower together. While lying together in the bed, we started making out. I returned the earlier favour by eating her until she broke into an orgasm. Wanting more, she sucked my bro into a stiff rod for us to be connected deeply again. This time we made sweet, gentle love like long lost lovers – in a sense we were. This time she managed to cum and she came real hard. She closed her eyes tight and bit her lips as she clenched the pillow. Her body suddenly went into a spasm and her pussy started clamping on my bro. Her legs were trembling uncontrollably. I just held on to her tight and continued to pump until she started to relax.

“Nice?” I teased her.

Panting, she just nodded and kissed me.

“Now it’s my turn to cum …” and I started humping her again

“Oh my god …” as she closed her eyes again and clenched the pillow again

I suspect I didn’t manage to get her to cum again, but I sure enjoyed fucking without the need to control. I just let go fully and fucked her as fast and as vigorously as I liked. The funny thing is the more I didn’t have to control the longer I could last. I could feel the pleasurable feeling in my crotch with every stroke, pulsating through the rest of my body, gradually building up to a level that eventually burst the dam and I just felt my bro and testicles pumping and pumping and pumping load after load into her womb. Elaine was twitching like a distressed prey being tormented by a beast in heat, clawing on the bed sheet.

I slumped onto her body, totally spent. I kissed her on her cheek and tasted something salty. I realised it was a tear.

“Did I hurt you?”

She shook her head and smiled at me sweetly. She then pulled my face to her and kissed me.

“You won’t understand … it’s a girl thing …”

I was just glad that I didn’t hurt her.

I had a very good sleep that night, with Elaine in my arms. We slept in late, went for brunch at Botanic Gardens, and I accompanied her for shopping after that. Before we went home, we picked up a couple of DVDs one of it was “Love and Other Drugs” starring Ann Hathaway (one of my favourite actresses) and Jake Gyllenhaal (she thinks he’s cute).

One of the nice things happened when we were watching the movie, lying naked on her bed. We already another round of sex when we came home, so we were just chilling and watching the show. I was already quite spent and I didn't intend to have sex again for the day. I was just slouching on the bed leaning against the headboard. Elaine laid her head lazily on my stomach. During the sex scene when Maggie (Ann Hathaway) had an orgasm, my bro just became erected and it was right in front of Elaine’s face.

Without a word, Elaine just sucked my dickhead into her mouth (I think it was still dripping left-over cum then) and just gently sucked on it like a lollipop. She then used one hand to gently stroke and tickled my scrotum. Neither of us moved. I just spread my legs apart and enjoyed the sensation which felt amazing. But the nicest thing is that Elaine kept it up for a very long time. I was suprised that she didn't get tired after a while. It felt so nice that I eventually told her that I can’t take it anymore and I needed to cum again. She then propped her body up on one elbow and started to suck on my bro hard, stroking my shaft. Again it felt amazing just releasing my cum into her mouth. By now, there was no need for me to tell or warn her. It was understood that Elaine would eat my cum anytime and I loved her for that. I don't know how to describe it, but it felt like there was a sense of acceptance whenever she swallows my cum … It's almost like I felt LOVED!!! … :p

[GrieGzEters]

Great thread. Looking forward to your next post TS!

[alphonsus]

Dear M12R,

Like to hear more of Elaine. Hope u continue this ")

[woohooo]

Dang! I am losing sleep thanks to your stories! :D

But I think you touched on some truths in marriage in your stories... I believe many bros know that feel :(

[Jenova]

Awesome, if only you can get all girls together for a mass orgy.

[Michael12Rock]

Great thread. Looking forward to your next post TS!

Dang! I am losing sleep thanks to your stories! :D

But I think you touched on some truths in marriage in your stories... I believe many bros know that feel :(

Thanks for the support bros.

Awesome, if only you can get all girls together for a mass orgy.

Yea. That would be really groovy ... :D

Dear M12R,

Like to hear more of Elaine. Hope u continue this ")

Read on bro ... somethings happened after this ...

[Michael12Rock]

The week of ICT was the most sexually intense period that I had in a very long while. For the first time, I was disappointed when the ICT ended and I had to come back to reality.

On the day that I returned home from ICT, Sue was in the mood and suggested that we could spend some time together after the kids sleep (the stars were aligned that day!! Haha). Of course I wouldn't reject her offer, but I had an strange mixed feeling … was it guilt or was I just shagged out? I don't know.

After the kids settled down for their afternoon nap, we slipped into our room. She took a shower and emerged fully naked before to me. Apart from a slight tummy, she was still as slender and shapely as her younger days. She started with a soothing back massage, which reminded me of my HC encounters. Frankly, some of the ladies' skills were not much better than what Sue was doing. After asking me to turn over, she tied her hair back and then got down to suck my bro into her mouth. Her BJ skills paled compared to Elaine, the HC girls and especially Pam, but I enjoyed the treatment nevertheless.

She got tired after a short while. I then laid her on her back, with the pillow propping up her butt and painted her slowly.

“Dear … nice …” she purred.

Then it occurred to me that every lady’s cunt juice is different – not sure if it is due to diet, but Sue tasted somewhat different from Elaine. Now that, I’ve gotten used to the taste and scent of Elaine’s juice over the past few months, it felt “odd” to taste Sue’s again this time.

I licked Sue until she was squirming from her climax and she came, clamping my head between her legs. I then capped my bro and entered her. I was humping away, quite glad that I could sustain for a quite a long time. However, I saw Sue knitting her brow.

“Dear … I can’t cum anymore …” she groaned.

“Painful?”

“No … but my stomach cramp …”

Darn, I thought. Ok had to quickly finish the business.

“Think I’m getting old already … can’t cum more than once anymore …” she was breathing heavily, rubbing her cramped tummy.

“It’s ok … I can’t either …” Not sure if I was consoling her or myself

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The situation remained status quo for a while. I would have loved it to remain as such, but a couple of things changed along the way. The first was Elaine’s promotion to head a new department, which required her to travel more. That meant that we had even lesser opportunities to meet up. The second event was more dramatic – my son almost died. I won’t go into the details on this. It suffices to say that the doctors told us that he almost didn’t make it, and he was hospitalised for a week for observation. This was a wakeup call for me. Through this episode, I realised how important my children are to me and how I could never bear to lose them.

During the quiet moments spent at the hospital, I took time to reflect. I began to realise that family is still most important after all and dawned on me that the surest way to lose my children is to be caught having an affair. Sue would walk out with the kids if she ever found out.

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Elaine empathised with me when we talked about how I felt.

“You should try to repair your marriage, Michael.” she said after hearing my thoughts.

“I know … but it’s easier said than done.”

“You still have to try …”

I kept quiet, not knowing what else to say.

“Let’s go back to being friends, Michael.”

“What? … Aren’t we already friends?”

“You know what I mean …” there was sadness and determination in her voice “I don’t wish come between you and Sue anymore.”

I knew she was right, but I was in too deep and I wasn’t sure I could let go. :(

[Michael12Rock]

Elaine and I eventually agreed that it was best that we stop seeing each other for a while. I took some time to gather my thoughts as well as to get over the grief of losing Elaine. I then plucked up enough courage to have another long talk with Sue. I told her that we can’t continue like this, as we’ll end up leading separate lives and I don’t wish to imagine the outcome.

“Are you seeing someone?” that was her first question.

“No” I replied, looking at her straight in the eyes. I had prepared myself mentally for this question and I knew that any answer other than a firm “no” would spell the end of us. Technically, I wasn’t lying.

After a long heart to heart talk, she agreed that if we love our kids, our marriage has to remain strong and that we should also give ourselves some “couple time” away from the kids. We decided that our “first date” would be on our wedding anniversary, which was coming up soon on a Friday. I’d plan the date while she’d settle the kid’s babysitting arrangements.

Sue arranged for her parents to come over to our place for a few hours for us in the evening. She even made extra effort to go to a salon to set her hair. She looked ravishing in a new dress that she bought for the occasion. As we headed to dinner, I surprised her with a bouquet of her favourite roses. It felt like our first date. Indeed, this was the first time in a long while that we were out on a date without the kids. It felt odd as we seemed to have forgotten how to behave as a couple after so long. But it felt great as well to have our couple time back.

Watching the sunset over the city skyline, while slowly savouring exquisite dishes and sipping wine, on the 72nd floor of Raffles City wasn’t something that we get to enjoy with kids around. The ambience in Equinox made it all the more romantic. The mood was relaxed and we enjoyed our chat.

“This feels like a perfect evening” she cooed.

“Would anything make it even more perfect?”

“Well … a night’s stay perhaps …” she replied jokingly with a laugh. I just smiled.

After footing the bill, we got down the express lift to the ground floor. As we strolled hand in hand, she didn’t notice that I hadn’t taken the same route back to the car park. Instead, I had led her through to the Fairmont hotel lobby. It was only when we got into the lift and I used the access card to go up to the hotel room floor that she realised what is going on.

“Ahh … Dear … You booked a room?!” she exclaimed, totally surprised.

“Yup … hope you like it …”

“I’m impressed … You win already … pull off something like that with any girl and you can get her to do anything” she was clearly pleased.

“Anything?”

“Anything!!” She smiled and kissed me, then she hesitated “But I didn’t plan for us to stay overnight leh …”

I knew she was referring to the kids. I assured her that I had it all planned. In fact, I had already packed an overnight bag with all the kids’ necessities and we’ll just need to go home later to pick them up for a stay-cation after our date. The assurance set her mind at ease. She was very pleased that I had included the kids in my plan.

It was true that I could get anything I wanted. She didn’t utter a single “Don’t want la” throughout the evening :D. We made passionate love that night at Fairmont and it was the best sex that I had with her in the longest time. We both remembered that night so fondly that, since then, whenever we drive pass City Hall, we would be reminded of that romantic evening. However, the flipside is that I had set such a high benchmark for that date that all the subsequent dates paled in comparison. In other words, it was unsustainable. The frequency of our couple time started to dwindled. Dates were postponed or cancelled for one reason or another. Before long, we were back to where we started.

I have since learnt to accept it and to be “zen” about it. Upon reflection, I learnt that my disappointment and bitterness stem from my expectations of Sue, which is something that she couldn’t fulfil given our circumstances. At the end of the day, I have come to terms with the fact that family is most important and too much is at stake to risk it with an affair. So I’ve learnt to cope. On days when the urge felt overbearing, I’d just visit my usual HCs to get some temporary relief.

Do I think of Elaine? Yes, of course. We still text each other once in a while, but somehow we kept things casual. Perhaps neither of us wanted to “commit” our feelings again …

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My experiences over the past few years have shaped my perspective of sex, love and marriage. I could probably generalise my thoughts with some analogies:

Paid sex / ONS are like potato chips. They can be enjoyed almost anytime, without fuss, and they come with a variety of flavours (like it or not :p). They satisfy our cravings, but they are usually unfulfilling after the binge. They can also be very addictive. Once started, it’s really quite difficult to stop.

Fuck Buddies / FWB are like Snickers bars. They are convenient and able to satisfy a hunger when needed, but you know it’s a just substitute for a proper meal. And the situation can get pretty sticky too, if you bite off more than what you can chew.

Marriage is like a home-cooked meal. It definitely takes more effort to prepare, but it’s usually more wholesome and nutritious. When prepared and appreciated with love, it can be warm and hearty, leaving one with a sense of bliss. Then again, it could also be cold leftovers on the dinner table that turns one off at the thought of it. It all depends on whether we bother to keep the food warm or to go home early for dinner. It’s all about our priorities and how much effort both parties want to put in.

Sorry for being philosophical about this. I guess my experience is really quite common, judging from the comments shared in some of the other threads here.

Hope to hear some thoughts about what I've shared, and I guess I’m also curious to hear from the ladies’ perspective … Am I “生在福中不知福”? ...

[coolguy71]

nice one brother..

I am a married guy... you really take the word out of my mouth..

Home is always the place to return after we do whatever outside..

We should never bring our outing home..

Especially when children are involved.. they are innocent..

However outside grass are 'greener'.. we married man also losing our battle from the little guy in the 'south'..

[Tannedwolf]

hi,

You have a good analogy of paid sex, fb and marriage. Does it originate from you?

[Rain-Men]

Well done bro..u sum it up really well. We are no saints......so have a "balanced diet" of home cooked food and potato chips...and our lives should be just fine..:D

[TaylorMade]

I am a married man too, and I can't agree more how you analyze the whole situation. At least I know I am not the only one who thinks this way. Timely reminder indeed.:)

[eeemen]

Well written and really, very absorbing and intense, it flowed so naturally. Many thanks for taking the time and effort to pen it all down and sharing with us. Have rated it 5 stars! Cheers bro, ..............

[buzzwil]

Absolutely vry well expressed in words, Bro! Through your charted path, it reflect 75% of what I been thru. Kudos.....

[Michael12Rock]

hi,

You have a good analogy of paid sex, fb and marriage. Does it originate from you?

Thanks. Yup, these thoughts came to mind during one of those reflective / emo occassions that I mentioned.

nice one brother..

I am a married guy... you really take the word out of my mouth..

Home is always the place to return after we do whatever outside..

We should never bring our outing home..

Especially when children are involved.. they are innocent..

However outside grass are 'greener'.. we married man also losing our battle from the little guy in the 'south'..
Well done bro..u sum it up really well. We are no saints......so have a "balanced diet" of home cooked food and potato chips...and our lives should be just fine..:D

Thanks bros. I agree. I've resorted to a "balanced diet" as well ;)

Absolutely vry well expressed in words, Bro! Through your charted path, it reflect 75% of what I been thru. Kudos.....
I am a married man too, and I can't agree more how you analyze the whole situation. At least I know I am not the only one who thinks this way. Timely reminder indeed.:)

I'm glad that I'm not alone in this situation and in thinking this way too. Thanks for the affirmation, bros :)

Well written and really, very absorbing and intense, it flowed so naturally. Many thanks for taking the time and effort to pen it all down and sharing with us. Have rated it 5 stars! Cheers bro, ..............

Thanks bro eeemen. It was for myself that I started writing, to ventilate my frustration. I'm glad that there are ppl reading. Thanks for the encouragement. Appreciate it.

[Michael12Rock]

Just to share a snippet of one occassion that happened later ...

One Sunday, Sue and I brought our kids out for a MacDonald's breakfast at the outlet near Elaine's place (we visit that outlet quite often actually). After gobbling down their hotcakes and milo, the kids pleaded to be allowed to play at the nearby outdoor playground, so we let them go and went along. There were a few families with their kids at the playground already. I saw a lady with a young girl. She attracted my attention as she was wearing a thin white T-shirt with luminous pink bra and grey shorts. From the back, I couldn't see her face as she was wearing a large hat. We both got a big surprised when she turned around.

"Elaine …" I blurted out.

"Oh … Hi … Err … Michael …" She hesitated and stole a glance at Sue.

Sue and the kids were right beside me. So I had no choice but to introduce them.

"This is my wife, Suzanne …" I tried to control the quiver in my voice "... Elaine … an old friend of mine ..."

They shook hands and exchanged pleasantries. We talked about our kids … da da da … It felt pretty awkward for me. I hope it didn't show on my face.

The kids warmed up to each other quickly and played together. Elaine's girl looked just like her mommy. The whole time at the playground, I kept stealing glances as the sexy Elaine in her luminous pink bra and I hope Sue didn't notice … Elaine sure did, cos she'd smile (or perhaps it was a smirk) whenever she caught me looking.

“How have you been?” I walked up to Elaine, when Sue and the kids were out of earshot.

“I’m good” she replied with a smile “You?”

“Still the same”

There was an awkward silence.

“Are you seeing anyone?” I couldn’t help asking and to break the silence.

“Not particularly … casual dates here and there”

“That’s good …“ I said without giving much thought. Elaine raised an eyebrow, trying to decipher what I meant “Err … I mean … good that you’re dating …”

We laughed it off and left it at that.

Feelings began to swirl in my chest. Elaine still looked so alluring and attractive to me. Only then, did I realise that I missed her so much. I was tempted … really tempted …

[alphonsus]

Go for it! Once in a life time :)

[gocoffeebean]

Hey TS.... I totally had the same life as u to the from wife kid situation to Kelly part. Even until today I'm still stuck in that situation. My "Kelly" would share with me everything but the man in her life would never be me. It hurts but I can't let go.
I'm glad Elaine came along to release u from Kelly.
Haiz. Marriage is a strange thing. The before n after r worlds apart especially on the wife part.

[Michael12Rock]

Go for it! Once in a life time :)

Bro alphonsus, I have to admit ... I'm no hero (fortunately or unfortunately)

Hey TS.... I totally had the same life as u to the from wife kid situation to Kelly part. Even until today I'm still stuck in that situation. My "Kelly" would share with me everything but the man in her life would never be me. It hurts but I can't let go.
I'm glad Elaine came along to release u from Kelly.
Haiz. Marriage is a strange thing. The before n after r worlds apart especially on the wife part.

Hi Bro gocoffeebean - Honestly, some part of me still misses Kelly. It was good that my department got relocated to another floor, so we see each other less nowadays ... I guess she still has a special place in my heart as she's "the one that got away" - I never managed to "conquer" her ...

All the best for you and your "Kelly" and I hope you won't follow my footsteps ...

I came across this saying before ... think it's true ... at least for me... ;)

妻不如妾，
妾不如妓，
妓不如偷，
偷不如偷不着!

[woohooo]

Elaine and I eventually agreed that it was best that we stop seeing each other for a while. I took some time to gather my thoughts as well as to get over the grief of losing Elaine. I then plucked up enough courage to have another long talk with Sue. I told her that we can’t continue like this, as we’ll end up leading separate lives and I don’t wish to imagine the outcome.

“Are you seeing someone?” that was her first question.

“No” I replied, looking at her straight in the eyes. I had prepared myself mentally for this question and I knew that any answer other than a firm “no” would spell the end of us. Technically, I wasn’t lying.

After a long heart to heart talk, she agreed that if we love our kids, our marriage has to remain strong and that we should also give ourselves some “couple time” away from the kids. We decided that our “first date” would be on our wedding anniversary, which was coming up soon on a Friday. I’d plan the date while she’d settle the kid’s babysitting arrangements.

Sue arranged for her parents to come over to our place for a few hours for us in the evening. She even made extra effort to go to a salon to set her hair. She looked ravishing in a new dress that she bought for the occasion. As we headed to dinner, I surprised her with a bouquet of her favourite roses. It felt like our first date. Indeed, this was the first time in a long while that we were out on a date without the kids. It felt odd as we seemed to have forgotten how to behave as a couple after so long. But it felt great as well to have our couple time back.

Watching the sunset over the city skyline, while slowly savouring exquisite dishes and sipping wine, on the 72nd floor of Raffles City wasn’t something that we get to enjoy with kids around. The ambience in Equinox made it all the more romantic. The mood was relaxed and we enjoyed our chat.

“This feels like a perfect evening” she cooed.

“Would anything make it even more perfect?”

“Well … a night’s stay perhaps …” she replied jokingly with a laugh. I just smiled.

After footing the bill, we got down the express lift to the ground floor. As we strolled hand in hand, she didn’t notice that I hadn’t taken the same route back to the car park. Instead, I had led her through to the Fairmont hotel lobby. It was only when we got into the lift and I used the access card to go up to the hotel room floor that she realised what is going on.

“Ahh … Dear … You booked a room?!” she exclaimed, totally surprised.

“Yup … hope you like it …”

“I’m impressed … You win already … pull off something like that with any girl and you can get her to do anything” she was clearly pleased.

“Anything?”

“Anything!!” She smiled and kissed me, then she hesitated “But I didn’t plan for us to stay overnight leh …”

I knew she was referring to the kids. I assured her that I had it all planned. In fact, I had already packed an overnight bag with all the kids’ necessities and we’ll just need to go home later to pick them up for a stay-cation after our date. The assurance set her mind at ease. She was very pleased that I had included the kids in my plan.

It was true that I could get anything I wanted. She didn’t utter a single “Don’t want la” throughout the evening :D. We made passionate love that night at Fairmont and it was the best sex that I had with her in the longest time. We both remembered that night so fondly that, since then, whenever we drive pass City Hall, we would be reminded of that romantic evening. However, the flipside is that I had set such a high benchmark for that date that all the subsequent dates paled in comparison. In other words, it was unsustainable. The frequency of our couple time started to dwindled. Dates were postponed or cancelled for one reason or another. Before long, we were back to where we started.

I have since learnt to accept it and to be “zen” about it. Upon reflection, I learnt that my disappointment and bitterness stem from my expectations of Sue, which is something that she couldn’t fulfil given our circumstances. At the end of the day, I have come to terms with the fact that family is most important and too much is at stake to risk it with an affair. So I’ve learnt to cope. On days when the urge felt overbearing, I’d just visit my usual HCs to get some temporary relief.

Do I think of Elaine? Yes, of course. We still text each other once in a while, but somehow we kept things casual. Perhaps neither of us wanted to “commit” our feelings again …

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My experiences over the past few years have shaped my perspective of sex, love and marriage. I could probably generalise my thoughts with some analogies:

Paid sex / ONS are like potato chips. They can be enjoyed almost anytime, without fuss, and they come with a variety of flavours (like it or not :p). They satisfy our cravings, but they are usually unfulfilling after the binge. They can also be very addictive. Once started, it’s really quite difficult to stop.

Fuck Buddies / FWB are like Snickers bars. They are convenient and able to satisfy a hunger when needed, but you know it’s a just substitute for a proper meal. And the situation can get pretty sticky too, if you bite off more than what you can chew.

Marriage is like a home-cooked meal. It definitely takes more effort to prepare, but it’s usually more wholesome and nutritious. When prepared and appreciated with love, it can be warm and hearty, leaving one with a sense of bliss. Then again, it could also be cold leftovers on the dinner table that turns one off at the thought of it. It all depends on whether we bother to keep the food warm or to go home early for dinner. It’s all about our priorities and how much effort both parties want to put in.

Sorry for being philosophical about this. I guess my experience is really quite common, judging from the comments shared in some of the other threads here.

Hope to hear some thoughts about what I've shared, and I guess I’m also curious to hear from the ladies’ perspective … Am I “生在福中不知福”? ...

I feel you bro... you are NOT alone. Many go through the same situation. The women too...

But you know what is rare? The realization that you have obtained... that the expectations both have of each other... is not sustainable. Hence the expectations have to be moderated & lowered, to avoid disappointments and hurts. At the same time... increase patience & tolerance for one another...

[Michael12Rock]

I feel you bro... you are NOT alone. Many go through the same situation. The women too...

But you know what is rare? The realization that you have obtained... that the expectations both have of each other... is not sustainable. Hence the expectations have to be moderated & lowered, to avoid disappointments and hurts. At the same time... increase patience & tolerance for one another...

Thanks for the encouragement, bro.

Yes, it took some reflection for me to realise that my expectations of Sue need to be moderated. So much so that I have practically given up asking or suggesting altogther. Even on occassions that she hinted that there might me a chance for some action, I wouldn't get my hopes up as such instances had ended up in disappointments more often than not.

And frankly, visiting HCs just doesn't cut it. No matter how much GFE the lady is able to provide in the room, there's something missing ... Darn, I miss Elaine as I write this ...

[silk_magic]

very good story bro...maybe one day i should pen mine too as it is ongoing

[Rickey]

very good story bro...maybe one day i should pen mine too as it is ongoing
You shd bro !...support u ! :)...wow, it's ongoing !...then hv to wait awhile more to read yr story...shd be jus as interesting if not more !...btw T.Q. v. much once again for yr generous return upzz ytd...Deeply appreciated ! :)..

Yes, a very nice story, TS !...Keep it going asap...T.Q. ! :)

[Michael12Rock]

very good story bro...maybe one day i should pen mine too as it is ongoing

Was pleasantly surprised that someone is still reading this thread ... thanks for bumping it up ...:)

And yes ... please do share your story ...


Yes, a very nice story, TS !...Keep it going asap...T.Q. ! :)

Thanks bro. Some things are currently brewing, but still at "early stages" (quite tempted - I'll see how things goes). I'm also too tied up right now to write anyways.

Thanks for reading :)

[MagicFingers]

Was pleasantly surprised that someone is still reading this thread ... thanks for bumping it up ...:)

And yes ... please do share your story ...



Thanks bro. Some things are currently brewing, but still at "early stages" (quite tempted - I'll see how things goes). I'm also too tied up right now to write anyways.

Thanks for reading :)

Wow, TS, thanks for sharing. I guess grass on the other side is always greener.. May you find happiness in your life, whoever it may be with.. Cheers!